Rainbows that peeps //

Through the dark lanes, I have walked alone
Amidst the shade of black & blue clouds
I have stumbled searching the bright hue
I have travelled journeys & woke up,
Finding myself lost, Staring the VIBGYOR.


I had chased the dark clouds, For the silver lining
Yet each time I had fallen into a shallower pit
The rainbows never danced to my tunes
It just peeps from behind,
Gazes into my eyes,
Seeking the ripples form
It disappears again, leaving me in the cold
like a haze in the sky.

Leaving me hanging,
Would the quest never end ?
Will the sacred light's divinity never heal those hidden wounds ?

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//The poet is dead //


The immortal words has lost its smell
Pen doesn't runs well,
Words and she don't converse anymore
Neither she could smell their varied flavours,
Nor they could highlight her endeavours.

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The day didnt smelt how I wanted it to be,
It didn't had fragrance that, I would have adored the most.
Basking under the sun with sunflowers swirling in the wind,
While heart yearned for the same blissful smell.

To late I realised, not all flowers could be felt at the same time.
I couldn't wrap myself with all of them
I can't feel their mighty warmth in my small palm

Each flower could be felt differently
Every one's essence had a different flavour endowed in it
With small pauses in life,
you could feel the different smell that winds seem to carry.

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Today, I saw a tiny star falling,
A mighty star steadily diving down from the whole lot
I had so much to wish from that mystical light,
Wish for the scars to stop barely living inside me,
Wish for making me strong enough to fight the odds

Yet, what I wished to the falling star
Was his dreams, his goals to be achieved
his stability, his happiness
May be that heart really wanted to get fulfilled.

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The last time, I wore a smile
The last time, I wore the nakedness of my skin
Blemishes were none then,
Nor the blisters had wrapped the skin
The brown skin didn't feel sin,
carrying herself along the aisle of mirrors.

Breath rushed down the nostrils &
I had then inhaled it all, without a pause.
Curly messed up hair, with joy in the eyes.
No greyness had then tried to overcast the smiles

The smile hadn't turned pale then,
My soul wasn't caught by the bleakness.
The black clouds hadn't covered all of the sky
I was blooming everyday, I didn't knew it would be the last smile.

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I didn't tell you something
How fear grabs me whenever I listen, your stories
How my mind reiterates the pain, that you pitifully spells through smiles.
How my heart aches seeing you smile & ironically weep between your breaths.
How brave are you to fight from all the odds & make your smile outcast.

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I can't turn the direction of wind now
I am tired swaying the breeze, that cripples my mind
It had swalloed my soul & I lie barely with tumbled pieces all around


The gust of wind has trails of the torments that I had tried to wipe off
The scars are alive or the wounds haven't ever filled
I can't ever bound the shattered things
Now I live under its shade or
those patches live within me, PRICKING me every now & then

Even a mild puff hits me hard,
Reviving all those wounds with a spark.
How I created a graveyard for myself to carry lifelong
How I went across the board, inflicting myself with more of scars to breathe.

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Wilting like my flowers, Everyday a little,
There're days when sunrays makes me glow &
Days that make me pale & slow
Vibrant rays make me pause,
Hollow heart with squeaking voices inside,
Comes off to wrap me all around &
I freak out & become slow...

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