Rainbows that peeps //

Through the dark lanes, I have walked alone
Amidst the shade of black & blue clouds
I have stumbled searching the bright hue
I have travelled journeys & woke up,
Finding myself lost, Staring the VIBGYOR.


I had chased the dark clouds, For the silver lining
Yet each time I had fallen into a shallower pit
The rainbows never danced to my tunes
It just peeps from behind,
Gazes into my eyes,
Seeking the ripples form
It disappears again, leaving me in the cold
like a haze in the sky.

Leaving me hanging,
Would the quest never end ?
Will the sacred light's divinity never heal those hidden wounds ?

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//The poet is dead //


The immortal words has lost its smell
Pen doesn't runs well,
Words and she don't converse anymore
Neither she could smell their varied flavours,
Nor they could highlight her endeavours.

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The day didnt smelt how I wanted it to be,
It didn't had fragrance that, I would have adored the most.
Basking under the sun with sunflowers swirling in the wind,
While heart yearned for the same blissful smell.

To late I realised, not all flowers could be felt at the same time.
I couldn't wrap myself with all of them
I can't feel their mighty warmth in my small palm

Each flower could be felt differently
Every one's essence had a different flavour endowed in it
With small pauses in life,
you could feel the different smell that winds seem to carry.

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Today, I saw a tiny star falling,
A mighty star steadily diving down from the whole lot
I had so much to wish from that mystical light,
Wish for the scars to stop barely living inside me,
Wish for making me strong enough to fight the odds

Yet, what I wished to the falling star
Was his dreams, his goals to be achieved
his stability, his happiness
May be that heart really wanted to get fulfilled.

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The last time, I wore a smile
The last time, I wore the nakedness of my skin
Blemishes were none then,
Nor the blisters had wrapped the skin
The brown skin didn't feel sin,
carrying herself along the aisle of mirrors.

Breath rushed down the nostrils &
I had then inhaled it all, without a pause.
Curly messed up hair, with joy in the eyes.
No greyness had then tried to overcast the smiles

The smile hadn't turned pale then,
My soul wasn't caught by the bleakness.
The black clouds hadn't covered all of the sky
I was blooming everyday, I didn't knew it would be the last smile.

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I didn't tell you something
How fear grabs me whenever I listen, your stories
How my mind reiterates the pain, that you pitifully spells through smiles.
How my heart aches seeing you smile & ironically weep between your breaths.
How brave are you to fight from all the odds & make your smile outcast.

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Hope is the last thing on earth which could give u air
So come on lift yourself, make a smile (＾ω＾)



Do u also Wish for the God to hear?

He is listening everything, whatever you wish to convey. Those innumerable murmured prayers. He know how you have counted till the stars, to find the light.
He is in all ears to your agony, the pain that you have been through.
He is aware, the way down your aisle is making you infirm. He is there for you, recall those past moments how things changed only at the perfect time.
Just believe in him & never let the silver lining disappear inside you

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You help me hide myself
When I couldn't reveal the darkness stucked inside.
When I just didn't wish to spell a lie
I sent you, disguisely in replies
My bare face hids behind your gleeful faces
I don't mind inking backspaced words,
when only your presence could ease up the rest.

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behind the doors
Beside the windows, wrapped in curtains
to disguise her white cloth

She tries to exacerbate mine fate ,
with the warmth of her hand
Hands that got wicked through those gifted curses

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