AGAIN,
she is standing in the darkest room
the dull shadowy figure
looking at her, wanting her back
to let her know where she is from
the past overpowering her
and good memories closing in
her worst nightmare
holding her hand tight
being alone with her thoughts
fighting the demons inside
existing
persisting
and forfeiting
the bright light
walking on the million broken pieces of
heart
promises
and dreams
but still finding it
better place to be in
just as old days
alone and distanced
AGAIN.

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Falling in the dark places
the peace of the broken pieces
I won't call it a hurt
because darkness lives in me
and I exist in the dark
the thoughts scaring me all night
aren't the memories
but the fact of losing you
making me fall in the dark places

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Do not find me tonight
I am farthest of all
lurking in those galaxies
meeting the skies that
dwell beyond the limits
hugging the starlight that
shines the most at night
and all adoring me
for my shine that shines
in the deepest darkest night
I am farthest of all
Do not find me tonight

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you are not alone,
the moon up there,
is yours, watching you.
you are not unwanted,
the stars up there,
are yours, they want you,
tonight, forever,
to love you,
like anyone ever can.
to feel you,
like anyone ever could.

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unfiltered flower of emotion,
numb and subtle.
lost too much of itself.
the petals,
crushed, in pieces,

garden of agony,
around.
back then, back now.
tonight,
the night of seclusion.
all away, war within.

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she fell for the sun
because she was the moon
the ones that rarely meet
the kind of love
beyond the sky limits

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You can rest on my lap
Holding my waist tight
And me ruffling your hairs
Kissing you on your forehead
Seeing peace in your eyes
And my soul loving your soul
My breath breathing your breath
My scars talking about your scars
My eyes seeing your beautiful eyes
And my heart throbbing your beat
It is easy baby,
Loving you unconditionally
Being with you to the moon and back
Adoring you for life and long
Painting you with my colours of words
And dreaming you when not being with you
You can have me now on your lap forever
I will stop the melancholy
The one playing in my life for years
I will end the tears
The one I used to rely on for years

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I fell in love with your soul
gazing at your ocean eyes
merged in them and all wet
desiring to kiss you the whole night

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and she looked after her scars
despite the million things
that hurt her
because she did know
the scars were not painful
but the pains were

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the sun desired for
the cuddles from its sunflower
the sunflower blushed
and spread the
blanket of the night sky
over them.

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