I'm always silently waiting
Hear my silent plea, anticipating 
The fuse was lit years ago 
And I think we know how this will go.

Inspiration creeps in between almost every
thought now.
Whispering between each breath 
Keeping beat between each thump of 
my heart in my chest.

I know you feel it 
I'm reeling from 
This immense intensity 
It's pressing me 
The density of passion 
Has my heart filled to capacity.

Is this
Love?

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I remain me
Even if a part of me
May start to be
Slower in motion.

Whether an artery
Or my pierced soul
From their archery
I will never claim broken.

My heart hardly breathes
From the scars carved
Like hardened trees
Yet the pain has not broke me.

My mark
I will leave
To remarkably achieve
As I Embark on this siege
I will stay unbroken.

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I need gas
Intoxicate
Life in a trance
Sufforcate my lungs
Disappate the weight
Disappearnce of my grave
Inhale the smoke
Exhale the hurt
Smoking till im gone
Starting at the break of dawn
Eyes low
Pupils barely show
Lost in a safe zone
Roll till i comatose
Fragrance grows
Mj throws contious blows
Sipping on the magical tea
In a jungle
Trees is all i see
The esccence allows me to breath
Puff of the herb to be free
Forgotten memories
No longer a casualty
Praying for the leaves to never leave
The pretty green bud captures me
No more leaks
The blood stops
Numb to the loss
Light the weed and take off.

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The shatter of a heartbreak is
all-consuming loud
The ringing in your ears
might at first drown out
hope's sound.

But in the midst of sorrow
hope taste a little sweeter
It looks a little brighter,
feels a little freer.

Like sunlight breaking
through the dark on a
cloudy day.

Or rain relieving summer heat
though this sounds cliche.
But constant as your breathing,
staggered as it may be.

Hope is there no matter what
and that's love's guarantee.
So listen please beyond the
noise for that faithful song
Hold tight to that melody,
let hope carry you on.

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To create, to preserve, to... destroy?


It would seem we all are Shiva,
Believing we are Vishnu,
Desiring to be Brahma.

But it is time for Shiva.

Shiva does not destroy the universe,
In the sense,
We know.

Shiva destroys the illusions,
To construct,
A clear picture of Vishnu,
And a state of Brahman.

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A feeling that I do not belong here,
crowded places feel empty.

My soul disappears above the skies,
when I fall asleep.

Makes me wonder,
If I am even what I think ..

Madly in love,
with love.
Is there someone like me?

The soul that leaves me,
comes back with something,
that feeds my poetry.

So when I say to her “ I love you”,
It doesn't come from my heart,
but from the stars above the skies.

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Life an unpredictable magician.
Pulling out of its hat
Surprises, shocks, griefs and heartbreaks
But the cycle has to complete
The trick is not over,
Till you offer your response,
The circuit has to complete.
Making life a game
Of actions and reactions.
As actions are mostly
Beyond your control.
The card that you hold is how you react,
Identify the cards.
That trigger anxiety, depression, despair
Modify the way you react.
One step at a time
Slowly and gradually,
Till they trigger you no more
What you have in your hands
Is how you respond
Their are only two ways to it
Either your control your reactions
Or they control you.

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ना राख में ना ख़ाक में, हूं मैं विश्वास में।
स्वरूप हूं अरूप हूं। प्रचंड हूं, विभुत हूं।
समय भी हूं लय भी हूं।
जिंदगी की ताल में प्रलय भी हूं।
प्राण का आयाम हूं, मैं प्राण का विराम हूं।
आकार हूं प्रकार हूं, मैं ही निर्विकार हूं।
वीभत्स हूं प्रकाश हूं, मैं ही सर्वनाश हूं।
अमृत जीवन का मंथन हूं, प्रथम आलिंगन मैं ही हूं।
विष का प्याला मैं ही हूं, अंतिम स्पन्दन मैं ही हूं।
मूल का प्रमाण हूं मैं, जीव का विज्ञान हूं मैं।
अर्थ हूं अनर्थ हूं मैं, ब्रह्मांड का सामर्थ हूं मैं।
आश हु विनाश हूं मैं, सांस हूं सर्वनाश हूं मैं।
हूं तो विभार मैं, हूं तो अघोर हूं।
मैं दोष हूं, विकार हूं मैं।
आदि हूं अनन्त हूं, सर्वोत्तम आनंद हूं मैं।
मैं जीवन हूं मरण भी हूं,पतन हूं चरम भी हूं।
प्रखर हूं प्रवीण हूं मैं, अंत हूं नवीन हूं मैं।
सत्य हूं, सुंदर हूं, समग्र हूं, शिव हूं।

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The truth lies in this name,
The one who builds and destroy it,
The one who is more then pure,
The one who is selfless.

Being different, he is absolute,
He can't be describe by words,
He is everything which can be seen,
He is tryambaka, trilokesha,

He is praise, he is worship, he is the almighty,
He is known but then to a mystery,
He is the one who has many names,
He is darkness and he is the light,

He is Shiv, he is Adiyogi, he is neelkanth,
He is the ending and he is the one who begans,
Har is Shiv and Shiva is shakti,
And everything lies in this name,

Shiva
(He is the source of yoga so he is called Adiyogi,
He is neelkanth because he had drank poison due to which his throat is blue,
Tryambaka who has third eye on his forehead Trilokesha the one is lord of all three worlds)

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Beyond the oceans of pain,
Beyond the fields of hope and joy,
Beyond numbness,
Beyond words,
Beyond silence,
Beyond love,
Beyond loneliness,
Beyond light and darkness,
Beyond heartache and tears,
Beyond the bounds,
Of time and space.
No demon,
No angel.
I requested even God,
To leave me alone.
And let me mourn.
Somewhere in a blackhole.
Where nothing survives,
Not even soul.
Just let me mourn.
Just let me mourn.

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