Believe it or not, leaving wasn't
my intention-
When I look around myself,
All I see is time passing by
and me standing still.
It sometimes feels so surreal,
like its all a lie.
But it's true, isn't it?
The sun continues to rise,
the birds continue to chirp.
The world and everybody in it are moving,
except for me.
I'm stuck.
I feel stuck.
Stuck in the continuous loop of just existing,
doing nothing to change the world or as a matter of fact to change myself,
for better or for worse.
I am stuck, sitting by myself,
counting the days passing by me.
The rising and setting of sun being
indifferent to me.-
Sometimes the silence I am
surrounded and so much in
love with, is the very thing that
haunts me and takes me to
places I never want to revisit....— % &-
We parted ways in silence because
maybe silence was all we had......— % &-
It's funny how sometimes
the place we call home
is the last place we feel
"at home"— % &-