I stayed up late
so I don't see you in my dreams,
I warned my eyes
to erase visuals of your kiss,
I swallowed your memories
and let them prisoned inside my bones,
I crossed huge oceans with skin naked
and shown myself in think yet torn film,
I painted my neck in gold and cold
until your prints were waned and forgotten,
you tore up my lips
and nicked my aroma that I was pleased to hide,
I sailed on your chest
while you dragged me into your waves,
It wasn't a cure nor any medicine
to see you bleeding when I'm running,
I needed to say you goodbye
only for a beginning I'm seeking to,
there's no concern or any word
to hold you tight again
inside this healing soul,
and all I have to lose now
is you in me.
-