hey all
been a while since i posted something here
comment if you remember me haha :)-
i'm stuck in transparent
broken and withered
for what i did
and strong
for letting it ruin
nothing of me-
i'm stuck in transparent
broken and withered
for what i did
and strong
for letting it ruin
nothing of me-
today, at this moment, thank yourself for being you in everything you did so far. hear your heart singing chorus of sweet and honey for loving yourself more than the causes you faced. Be greatful for being alive today, you're no lesser than any fake trials, you were genuine and true to questions your mind asked you every dark night. See your face a time again, hiding behind the bars of innocence for such a long time, striving for love in every story you're in. Thank your heart for not letting kindness go into blindness, be happy for every smile you drew on the faces of soft souls. Calm yourself and breathe in your silent wars you're put into, you're never alone in your beautiful world.
I strongly believe real souls like you are gifted with a universe of hope to wait for the love you deserve.-
I was stuck between the cores of your sight,
wasn't a feeling to love
so I seek you between the stars
and let your hands draw moons on my back,
you spread my veins like chorus
to be sung in silence,
I taught you how wings are plucked
so you know why I'm under the sky,
you believe all my beliefs
until you saw me sinking in worries,
and I gave you my softness between the thick of my skin,
I wasn't present nor hearing you
in the midst of my chaos,
so I embedded you inside my collar
to hide you from my fears
also lies,
play with me in my senses
and I'll give you the best time you ever felt inside hell,
you came here seeing me in transparent mind
but you know I'm some one else
who's asking love
to her cold heart
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I stayed up late
so I don't see you in my dreams,
I warned my eyes
to erase visuals of your kiss,
I swallowed your memories
and let them prisoned inside my bones,
I crossed huge oceans with skin naked
and shown myself in think yet torn film,
I painted my neck in gold and cold
until your prints were waned and forgotten,
you tore up my lips
and nicked my aroma that I was pleased to hide,
I sailed on your chest
while you dragged me into your waves,
It wasn't a cure nor any medicine
to see you bleeding when I'm running,
I needed to say you goodbye
only for a beginning I'm seeking to,
there's no concern or any word
to hold you tight again
inside this healing soul,
and all I have to lose now
is you in me.
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