depression shows up in weird ways.
throwing yourself into books and work.
sitting in the bathroom for hours,
drenched from head to toe.
distancing yourself from your friends because
you're so fucking jealous and happy for them
at the same time.
how you laugh a little louder than everyone
at unfunny jokes because you can no longer
differentiate between what's funny and what's not.

i am at my peak as a writer
when i am at my lowest as a person

- shreya