I have seen death
sharpen its beak
on the deserted land
and life hovering over
the starved bones
becoming one with the wind.
If bones and thirst
can persist this abandoned space
I too, could dig out
a pulse through these succulents
as if they might dive beneath the water,
and re-emerge breaths
into mine.
In desert,
the heart itself turns dense
when Sun heats the sand -
which in turn - heats the air,
just above it.
In this way, who was I
to misinterpret thirst, for love
and mortality,
for an opportunity to survive?
What are you
but a mirage
that couldn't reflect itself,
no matter how deep I dived
into death
to dig out life; spine by spine?
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I have seen your claws
thawing,
one with the wind.
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