She asked have you welcomed death?
The other answer many a times. When you are torn from inside, done with everything. You will have expectations but deep down you will too believe everything is shifting far away far away which is even hard to reach. It is where you loose all your strength, courage, believes, faith and finally you surrender yourself to destiny. Destiny of death.

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Kahate ha adhoori Kahaaniyan kitaab o me hi achchhee lagti ha
Lakin mujhe lagta ha hamari, asalee Jindagee me khoobsoorat ha

Ha, syadh saath hona jada haseen lagta
Lakin kaya ha na kisso me mukammal ishq ki Khushaboo nahi ha

Tum kahate ho pyaar Karna sab sikhate ha
Lakin us pyaar ko bhoolate kase ha ya koi nahi sikhata

Magar kaya sikhane se bhi hum bhul sakhte ha, syadh nahi
hum byash aga bar sakhte ha

Yaaden dhundli par jati ha lakin kabhi khatam nahi hoti
mai nahi chata ya kabhi khatam ho

Kahaanee adhoori thi hamari
magar ishq, ishq mukammal tha na

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Tum usko puri karni ki sochte ho
Uske piche bhaagate rahate ho

Bin matlab me Kaya Kaya na khoy dete ho
Malamb laga ke dubaara khare ho jate ho ek or try karne k liya

Lakin har cheeze ki manzil naseeb nahi hoti,
Kuch Kahaaniyan adhoori bhi khoobsoorat lagti hain!

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Ya sur maine likhe the
Ya chhavi maine banaaya
Ya sapana mere the

Lakin sab ke piche vajah tum ho

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We get stuck in the past
Just because it's familiar

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But no matter how far we run,

Can we really run away from ourselves?

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Is life searching for him? His heart advised him to stop here, peacefully. He has met so much, felt so much. Don't know how it influenced him. he has found his hope in it. A stone of hope in a mountain of despair. Something to cheer about, something to stay static.

But he loves to get lost and that’s where his destiny lies. He felt lost in his lies. The only thing that was there after searching for so long was betrayal. It slowly seeped in how much of a fool he had been, living in his own dream world. He floated away from the fake promises and reality until he was just a lost star.

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Deserted lui (part 2)

Was this just a way of loosing things or just a phase to pass through, will he get every thing back, every people he had, every one he believed, every person he loved. Is this just a game the intelligent and genius time is playing with. It doesn’t seems funny at all because all games doesn’t touches your soul. It’s painful, his eyes have frozen over like the surface of the winter puddle, robbing them of their usual warmth. He is there, but it is like he just took a huge step back from life. He needs someone to reach in and tell him that it isn’t hopeless, make him believe in himself. Someone need to rekindle his heat which are too damp with uncried tears from inside. The pain is now visible in his face and wish it would go away, but that’s a selfish want, people have a right to their pain, they don’t ask for it-it just arrives like the gift you never wanted.

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Deserted lui (Part 1)

He had never felt so lonely and alone before, this loneliness is a vice on his heart, squeezing with just enough pressure to be a constant pain. It kills him every day just a little bit more, taking what was once his inner light and replacing it with a darkness that overshadows each moment. He was never that alone before, he always believed that he had his people with him but these seems to fade away as the day passes he felt that that he is loosing his own people, he is loosing his own self.

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A Lost Amie -Part 2

A heavy silence settled over them, thicker then the uneasy tension in the atmosphere nervous hands that failed to express the real truth, and the tired legs which changed their desired end. This is what it was before he ended up such a healthy relation, and yes if you believe him it was really painful, he didn’t want to, because he could feel the future then. The pain isn’t sharp like a needle point or a knife, it burns around his innards better than boiling water.

He thought that the silence would not last long but as days passed he could get the delayed ticking of the clock. Now he can feel the silence. The silence was a poison to him, for him that void of sound the shallowness of their conservation. He completely takes it on him because he knew it’s okay to feel awkward. It took more than a one lunar day for him to find it out what he lost, but things had completely changed at that time, and deep inside he believed that he will not get back the real one even if he tries hard.

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