Calendar is like video game,
You can restart your level.
It gives you a new chance everyday.
With changing dates and months,
You change your whole game.
Over the period,you learn to value it and win it.

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I want to learn to be myself.

I want to learn to not please everyone.

I want to learn one new language.

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would help me Integrate myself when I fall apart.

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I used complaint to my dad that he never took me to the town fair and never let me have cotton candy.
He used to pamper me and say that he will take me to the fair next year though it never came.

Today I found his old bank records and I was living princess life.

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This end has a new beginning.
A new beginning for experimenting, making new mistakes and learning.

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When I say I will bring my lunch. And you still bring extra sandwiches just in case again if I would be late.

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I am lost in the space.

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I always see it as an unknown and undefined beginning.


this beginning let me do experiments with my abilities.

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I never mind to fall off of the robot regime for a while just to be in the moment.

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my faith within me.

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