Stood amidst all the chaos and storms,
unbending and obdurate,
Proferring the shade, withered but compassionate.
Those puny scars on the trunks mean naught to these forests' giant bretheren,
but Sequoia do crumble when their roots are rotten.....

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Today, I woke up to those muffled noises,
That hazy mind and goosebumps on my skin,
"Must have been a nightmare".
But I could still hear those hushed voices.
They were right there, inside my head,
Whispering, until I could feel that uneasiness and that sense of dread,
I realised I was clasping my pillow,grinding my teeth,
Then it all hit me, panic,shivers,palpitaion,BREATHE!!!
I dragged myself out of the bed,headed for the roof,
Atleast the winds might come to me finding me aloof.
I stood there watching, the dark sky rumble and roll over itself,
It accompanied me as I let the chill sink in deep,
Oh I would have embraced this nightmare,
If only I had been asleep.
The pearls touched the ground,the sky bellowed and wept,
As if on a cue,right on time,
Oh I would have gladly treasured those gems,
If only those tears were not mine.

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Its midnight and I am out here,
Staring at the pitch black sky as it weeps,
Perhaps I am lonely,perhaps I am not,
But these little drops instill as sense of nostalgia as they touch the ground,
A deep sadness overflows through my veins
and is quickly followed by a pulse of relief and soothing comfort.
Makes me wonder, is this what satisfaction is meant to be?
Or is there a wider definition that I have yet to see?
But one thing is for sure,
No one can ride their high horse forever anymore,
Even the angels loved by the Lord fell,
So do these little orbs, with a violent splash they sacrifice themselves,
Like the humble one they are, they start from the soil and end up there, just like you my dear friend,
No matter how high you jump no matter how much you soar, one day you will have to come down to where you belong.
It will happen without a warning, no one will ring the bell,
You will have to touch the ground eventually,
This is what the humble raindrops tell.

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Life moves on and its a fact that I know,
I realise my strengths and my weaknesses,
My capabilities are not bound to a person or a thought,
They are boundless,you just cant assess.

I know I will be fine,
I know I will be great,
I will stand atop,
Survive this grand scheme of fate.

I am not ignorant enough to forget this all,
My life is mine to live,
To choose where I climb and where I fall,
I will still achieve what is meant to be,
But the only regret?
You wont see me win it all.

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Spirit word?
Its 'METANOIA' for me.
Meaning "change of mind".
A much needed journey to a greater self. Accept the penitence and move forward. If there is someone waiting for you at the end of the road of repentance...you have made it!

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Its the most painful when you know that something precious is coming to an end...something that you can never get over.

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Its alright to feel stagnated. Its alright to have a creative block sometimes. Its alright if nothing interests you anymore.Maybe its a clue that you dont know enough and you need to look out more...until something catches your eye.

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These little grains of sand,
Riding the ferocious desert winds,
Like a king on steed,mighty and grand,
Havent got feathers,havent got wings.

No armor to call their own,
These tiny little gaucho of winds,
Unruly and brave, being threatened to be thrown,
Havent known fear, havent known binds.

Be free like these innumerable specks,
Even among the mass of their own,
They race and fly high, pirates of their own decks,
Caressing the winds, able to shred bone to bone,
Without being seen,without being known.

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Only the heart of a person knows how hard was it to make that decision. To leave someone. Its not about change but leaving behind someone is never easy...especially knowing that both of you were irreplaceable in each other's heart.

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Dont be contented by the short end of the stick. You deserve more. A lot more than you can even imagine. There might be some compromises but there cannot be any short comings. If you feel you are not being treated the way you should be...move out. At once.

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