The devilish part of one's own soul
Sometimes inscrutable,
sometimes unfurled,
It may be the version formed
due to heartbreak's,
Or may be the side brought
out due to cheats,
It's just the unblessed part of soul
It's "Evil" the darkest self made world of
perilous, cheated, ferocious and recondite souls.-
Kabhi kabhi me yun khud se hi milna chaahti hu
Magar apne hi dil tak jaate jaate
Me Kai anjaan galiyon me ghum ho jaati hu,
Kabhi kabhi me yun bebaak se hasna chaahti hu
Magar apno ke hi daayaron me bandhkar
Me bas khaamosh si ho jaati hu,
Kabhi kabhi jese bahe paani pe patte me yun behana chaahti hu
Magar apne hi dil me dabe bojh se
Me lehron ke toofano me doob si jaati hu,
Kabhi kabhi me khud ko rangeen sa mehsoos Karna chaahti hu
Magar apno ne hi itne rang udele he muj par se ki
Me yun sabse berang si ban jaati hu.-
Zimmedariyon ko nibhana use bakhubi aata tha
Magar kya kare kabr me karvato ko bhi kaha badla ja sakta tha-
Mannate hazaar ki
Magar saath raha na tera saaya bhi
Chod gaya kuch is kadar tu muje
Ki mere jeene ki na ab koi wajah rahi-
Jo Tasveer me he Vo Taqdeer me kaha
Jo lamhe aaj me he Vo Kal me kaha
Bas mushkilo ka zara sa Sahaara mila tab pata chala
Jo log khushiyon me saath he
Vo gam me kaha-
The Wishpering of wind in my ears
The lurking of many was still something i heard
The flowers I bought just started to bleed red
When she stood with those flowers
Which I kept on her grave-
Sometimes
Some answers to your questions,
Are also an another form of fantasy
And sometimes ,
It's dilusion may make
Your existence an illusion for others.-
The squall of emotions
That swirls in my heart
Makes me recklessly summoned
In abyss of the parallel world
The dream of feelings
That gushes in my heart
Makes me insanely immersed
In the ocean of a fantasy world-
Kuch sapne to mene bhi bune the
Par shayad dil ke kuch dehleez mene hi sile the
Bharosa to Kai logo pe bohat kiye the
Par usi bharose ne khwaabon ko haqeeqat me sajne se rok diye the
Ab bas itna Samaj lo ke
Agar Chaan ke dekhoge mere tapees ke raakh ko tab Pata chalega
Ke mere zindagi ka sauda karne vaale
To mere apne hi the.-
Zindagi se ab kesa shikwa
Jab khud se hi shikaayat he
Auro ke diye zhakhamo ka ab kesa ehsaas
Jab usi ne to Shayad muje har dard se nawaaza he
Bahaaaye hue aansuo ka ab kya mol
Jab samundar ki gehraayio ko bhi kisne jaana he
Toote hue khud ko koi dusra sambhaale ye kesa mohh
Jab apne dil ko khud se zyaada Kaha kisine pehchaana he-