May be, May be
My feelings are way more deep
to show any response.
...PAIN IN SILENCE-
but there is aches,
inside the walls of my heart
those still didn't get treatment
I wonder, I wonder
whether I should hold it
or just whine it away.
....THE GRUDGES-
Did you see something strange
in your dreams last night,
I was there
where You Promised
I Sweared
for being together
ever & forever
then I realised
We do exist
only in Our mind
& still I keep the way
I feel & say
" I miss you too"-
I dreamed of every possibilities
between us but they
fly away
far,
so far
with the last confessional air
that showed the stalking feelings
of those diamond eyes
now doesn't even care
whether I'm sleeping in the nights
Or searching for his blurry sight.
... Nothing lasts forever.-
Where I could visit the past
back to back
every moment in the light & dark
was alluring & uncertain
as the fire of spark.
Prediction resisted till that
gloomy night,
Still confused
Whether I'm jittering of the darkness
Or buring all those mistakes.
-
The romantic aromas in his talks
Or the sprinkled soreness on
those moon shaped eyes,
he just filled my sky
with infinite love lies.
Only little patience left
with in him,
Soon he'll even stop pretending.
...Truth is the invisible reality just
Happiness lie in lies.
-
The trifled & unnoticed responses
games in the light & darkness
makes me feel miserable
more & more,
more in every suspense
As the impalpable air,
How he ignored my existence.-
For once let me close my eyes
to mumble a thousand lies
that merge the truthful sky
where I seem like a blessing
which made your heart ache
more in every core.
...To Him,
I'm the blessing of tears.-
Timid peace, frenzied pains
With in the false hopes
I searched for the fire of
desire in love rains
with those We have started
was the honest lies Or
I was dreaming of
only colourful butterfies.-
In the fall of my every nightmare
You are the jewel of hope
glittering in my eyes
Want to grasp you So harder
but You are the far away star
That is pleasure to watch
but hard to catch.
...You are still Intangible for me.
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