With this ring I thee wed,
But there is just so much left to be said,
As we lay here on this bed,
My heart feels like it's turning red.

So tell me, on this beautiful spread,
What's going on inside your head?
All those tears that are left unshed...
And the thoughts that make you feel dread..

Speak my love, and I will listen,
Your true emotions I want to christen,
Because for you, I am smitten,
Because of you, I'm here loveridden.

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that negative thoughts are my kryptonite,
They render me powerless!
But if i'm able to push them away,
90% of the battle is already won,
With only 10% depending on physical execution.

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Without you i'm torn,
Like raindrops falling from clouds that perpetually mourn.
Without you, I'm a mess,
Like a ship during a tempest.

This Is hard to digest,
If only i could find the zest,
To continue to do my best,
And just leave the rest.

For if I look in the rearview mirror of my mind,
There I will only find,
A love that was of the rarest kind...
Two hearts that were perfectly aligned..
But of which I was totally blind.

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Oh River!
Like your cool, clear waters,
Fighting against the wind and debris,
Stones that try to impede your rhythm,
And the scorching sun that tries to bring you to a boil,
I CONTINUE TO FLOW.
Knowing! that despite the struggles,
Some day soon, I will reach my destination!
That place! Where a sea of possibilities lies,
And the answers to all my cries,
Will be a pleasant surprise.

For this reason, i will not relent!
No matter how much i feel spent.

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Loneliness

Loneliness is like a blind man searching for hope but the H is silent.

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I just can't

I can't make you put me first.
I can't stop the tears that have been dispersed.
I can't make you feel the way I hurt,
For a love that I so deeply thirst.

I can't make you!
and you know what's worse ?
I can't even write another verse.

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If only you loved me,
Even half the way I loved you.
Oh how I wish you knew!
That you'd just have a clue!
How this cuts my heart in two,
Feels like I'm loosing a screw.

Maybe it was a mistake,
The wrong path I chose to take,
That is causing me to ache,
Feels like I'm going to break.

Now I sit here with fate,
Feels like it's getting late,
A decision I must make,
To stop this endless wait.

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Where do I begin?
I don't even have a next of kin,
Being miles away from my King,
The horrors of this long distance thing.

Oh how my heart is aching,
The loneliness that I'm now facing,
My heart starts racing,
On this floor that I'm now pacing.

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I feel so blue,wishing my heart never knew just how much I'm missing you.

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a wave that was broken by the wind,
I've once again found my roar,
Like a lion whose skin a hunter's spear almost tore.
I am ready to soar, I refuse to stay on the floor,
Since i've found out just how much I can endure.

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