Divinity Healing.

For all the times when I questioned my faith. Oh, Lord, you reclaimed me. For the times I felt like failing, or my screams of pain hit the ceiling. Oh lord, you clenched me in your grace, filled me up with amazing healing that no one can replace. Oh my lord, I thank thee.

When my heart is broken, weak and I'm confused. You placed your healing hands and made me feel so extraordinary. Through it all, my God you were here for me.

Your healing made me remarkable, wonderful, faithful too, wiser and a firm believer in the GOD above which is YOU. OH Lord, you heard me.

You filled me with your mercy, never one day forsake me. When I felt discouraged you give me hope entirely. Oh Lord, thanks for believing in me.

You are incredible and fair. Deliver me from all my pain, sickness, mental wars that I once accepted as true. You reformed me, drive your belief deep within my soul. Oh Lord, your healing worked for me.

Walking in your grace now making me have control. I stand steady, I stand for you no one can tell me different for the miracles you can truly do. Oh Lord, I thank you.

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Introspection

Who I am? Who I want to be? Where I want to go? Would I fall under pressure or stand positively?
These questions I ask myself daily.
Finding me would be hard, breaking down my walls, my deepest thoughts, strongest emotions for becoming a better ME.

Never knew tears would flow like this. Finding the new me fits the first wish on my bucket list. I am not an inventor but I can start assembling NEW ME with all my hurt, disappointment, success even with all the love I have in me.

One day I can stand with my head high, shoulder straight with pride. The integrity the world can now see, what I had once latched up inside of ME.

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My Baby Sleep Song.

Sleep, little baby. Sleep, little baby. Oh Yes, you are going to sleep.
Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep... Oh yes, you are going to sleep.
Did you take your bath? Yes, Granny!
Did you brush your teeth? Yes, Mummy!
Did you say yours prays? Yes, Daddy!
Snatch your blanket, pillow and your favourite teddy too.
Now you can cuddle, cuddle, cuddle.
Are you comfortable my little baby boo?
Good night mummy, good night daddy.
Now you can sleep, little baby.
Oh yes, I am are going to sleep.

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REST IN PEACE

When you left me I was so heart broken. Lost for words I was left unspoken . Couldn't sleep , couldn't eat all I could of done was weep .
This hurt me to my core . Why I couldn't know for sure. On that day when you left me, you was not coming back through the door.

I cry many nights thinking one day you would come back to me. The only place we can meet is when I fall asleep so I can laugh and talk with you in my dreams. I am jealous you are gone cause what I am only left with are my own screams of torture .

I am learning to move forward but I really don't know how. Where ever you are please come down. To comfort and tell me I am strong. That I can go on without you even when you are no longer around.

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Love
I abore you every night and day.
When you are down, even times when your clouds turn gray. I peek into your life at the right time like are ray of sun.

Put a smile on your face when you are so forlon . Brighten your days like the hot tropical sun.

I put the word love into your vocabulary when pain was only word you knew. Show you the real meaning of the word LOVE like how a dictionary would do .

When the times get rough I would be your ride or die. I would always remain standing by your side.

I love you in my youth and would love you when my hair turns white as snow. The love in my heart would always be even if you pass away before me.

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Depression

A thousands moods swings and still don't know how to pull my own strings. Confusion within making my emotions fly through my brain at top speed taking control of me. Tears of sadness can turn into laughter. Laughter into rage than Leave me bitter. A bitter taste you can't stomach make you feel up set by my ways . Questions me for how I feel like... The why's, what if or what causing it? Questions that cause more pain. Sorry if my lost thoughts can't comply . Depression is a demon only see joy when you all cut up or six feet under. When your beautiful brain is gone forever. When your families and friends are in ponder cause they didn't see the signs of this horrible MENTAL DISORDER.

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