ख़ूबसूरती के चाँद बदलें,
अदाओं बेजान कभी,
किफ़ायतें बदली, रिवायतें बदली,
समाओं अनजान कभी ।-
बुझी हुई मोम सजा के बाज़ार में ला रहे हो,
क्या तुम वही हो, जिसे लोग कद्रदान कहते है?-
“I’m not looking at love, until it dawns at me like a god damn sunlight in the face.”
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रातें गुजरता हूं आजकल, कुछ लम्हों के खर्चों में,
सुबह होते ही यूं, रात सा महसूस करता हु,
दिन निकल जाता है उसी महसूसी में,
होठ मानो सील से बंधे हो, लफ्ज़ खेलते है दिमाग में सांपसिडी,
इंसानों जैसे बरताव कर लेता हूं थोड़े बोहत,
फिर लौट आता हू अपने अंधेरे मकान में,
अपने सच्चाई और कल्पना से उलझी हुई एक अपनी सी दुकान में।
शायद वही अभी मैं रहता हु, शायद वही मेरा अपना है, शायद ये कुछ भी सच नही, मेरी नींद को छोड़ के.....
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Recently discovered that I have a complex. A ‘People-Can't-Love-Me’ complex. I have hurt people who loved me dearly and am still doing due to it.
It was also when love was surrounding me. I couldn't make it too real for me to understand it's the care, and not some out-of-the-film fancying. Of course, I didn't take it for granted, but I always somehow hurt the person. In fact, I'm also extremely hurt at that point of time. I don't know, if time is gonna heal it or love.
If anyone has suggestions or solutions, please do tell.-
What comes after breakup breakdown is “Actually”‘moving on.’ You start to get really positive about life. You start to realise there are many more things to life than just a relation. You want to get to know more new people. Open up. Again, the sunrise happens. It's a new day, it's a new life all over again. Happy healing, rather...happy suffering.
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I have become that uncle who shouts, who's cantankerous, for apparently no good reason. He's probably hurt, at some point. He's far away from the bliss. He's happy, laughing. Is he really happy? Something eats him. He awaits something. He's tired of explaining. He's even tired of understanding. Going away for some days, is even not gonna help him. What can? Who can? Well, he doesn't know.
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They ask me, ‘Why are you like this?’
Well, because of you people! YOU! Everyone, around me. You made me this person. Haha, no poetic stuff today. Isn't it funny, how struggles, sadism, is used as a method of poetic pleasures.
No wonder, people need spice. They need story to portray an example. Character, to put blame on!
When in good times, they never teach you to be kind.
KIND!
Small word, man.
Ladies, chivalry is not dead. Kindness is Empathy is. That's why, chivalry is not seen out.
Have a nice time, readers. Also, ignoring people, have a great time. You're living the real life. Haha.-
मोहब्बतें अधूरी ही होती है मुकम्मल,
किसका इंतजार करते हो अब ए 'गुलाब',
उम्मीदों का घर सजा के रखना,
खुद के लिए बेहिसाब...
ख्वाबों में हो या हकीकतों में हम,
मिले है हजारों बार 'यहां' और 'वहां',
बंदिशों के खातिर तू खुद है काफी,
खुशी के लिए मिलना हो तो आ....-
उस किनारे पे कुछ ज़िंदगी छोड़ के आ रहा हूं,
ये बात तुम्हें बताने आ रहा हूं,
ये ना समझना भूल चुका हुं बारिशें,
हाथ में फूल लिए शाम को आ रहा हूं,
अभी बस हुआ है शुरू मेरा सफर,
तुम्हे मिलके उसे बसर करने आ रहा हूं,
उस किनारे पे कुछ ज़िंदगी छोड़ के आ रहा हूं....
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