Were you quite truthful or just an expert liar?
Were you quite understanding or you just didn't care?
I really don't know.
So long you are gone I never heard a truth.
So long you are gone I never got that care.

Were you the one to make me smile or the one to make me cry?
Were you the one to make me feel alive or the one who wanted me die?
I really don't know?
So long you are gone I never smiled like that.
So long you are gone I never felt that alive.

I guess you were the one I needed all my life
But, I guess it so I'll never know.
Will you ever return?
I really don't know
Even if you'll I'll never know
So long you are gone and I let you go.

-Shariyah

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THE LAST GOODBYE

Change yourself like the hues
I won't deny
Give me each sort of wound
I won't say - why?

Betray me the way you want
I'll do nothing but just cry
Kill me the way you like
I'll do nothing but just sigh

I'll die with sorrows and pain
You'll ask your self - what was the gain?
Then, you'll come to me with all your time and say - Hi!
But, the only I would be able to do is to smile and say - Goodbye!

–SHARIYAH.

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What if I tell you
Lying was a truth and
Dying was a lie
A sort world of oppositions
Learning in the dark would bring you light
I am in delima
Take me out of it
I just know to fly when I am scared
Make me a bit strong
My tears are droping tirelessly
My eyes are drying
I notice my heart beating fast
And suddenly, I cannot catch my breath
And when I look for myself
I discover that :
I had not lived!

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Let me live
While, my heart is still beating
Let me live
While, my lungs are still breathing
Let me live
While, I still exist
Let me live
While, I am still alive

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EVERYTHING IS FATAL

Take me away from the melody
As it is just a tune
Take me away from the love
As it is just a fantasy
Make me believe in them, as much as, the moon shining in noon!

Take me away from the beauty
As it doesn't stay longer
Take me as an oldster
As no one remains younger
Make me believe in them, as much as, the pain is tender!

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"We are IMPERFECT. What is in me is missing with you and what is with you is missing in me. Let us come together and be PERFECT." I said.
"You are both with imperfections. Just say: you are not the same and you are not meant to be together." Added destiny.

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SIGH OF RELIEF OR PAIN.

Thinking about life:
Does it give me sorrow or a smile?
Moving to my destiny:
Does it mean the goal or just the beginning of a trial?
Meeting with these people:
Does it give me pleasure or confront for a while?
Being on my way:
Does it mean the journey to my dream or just walking a mile?

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Me to myself:
Aah, what a life I was going through?
Those memorable days, we spent
Those sunsets and sunrises, we saw
Those memories we created
All Together
Today,
I am wondering where you would be
Well,
Where ever you are you will come to me
Again,
Those sunsets and sunrises we will see
And
The happiest we would be
My heart to me:
Girl, do know you are talking about 'WAS'
Wake up!
It is just your euphoria
And
Enjoying euphoria is the darkness in you
If you need to be lighted,
Move forward

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ALL ALONE.

I was awake all night
There where no dreams to see
I was alone all the time
There was no one for me
I was locked in a cage
There was no one to let me free

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THE RESULT OF MY EFFORTS.

I raised you as a spring flower while , I was the autumn fall
–Little do I know
You are gonna' pitch me with your thorn and hurt me

I made you shine as the Sun while, I was the snow
–Little do I know
You are gonna' melt me like I never existed

I lit you up as the fire while, I was the coal
–Little do I know
You are gonna' burn me and turn to ash

You know: You left me in a lot of pain
–Little do you know
What is gonna' happen to you when their is rain?

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