Dear God...
I am not okay....

I'm trying my best to be,
But each day feels heavier than the last..

I am tired from the battle I'm facing everday...
please calm my mind, Take my worries away...

I'm not asking for a perfect life,
Just want a moment, where my heart feels light...

If there 's a reason for this pain I bear,
Then, God...Please show me you're still there...

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इस दिल को आज भी तेरे साथ की ख्वाहिश है...
कैसे सब्र आए की अब जुदा तेरी मेरी राहे हैं...!

आज भी इन आँखों मे बेसब्री और इंतजार है...
कैसे करू यकीं कि इनकी नमी का तू ही तलबगार है..!

नहीं जानती गलती किसकी थीं और कैसे हुई...
पर बर्ताव मे बदलाव आज तेरे बेशुमार है...!

ऐ जिंदगी तुझसे ताउम्र बस एक यही मलाल है..
क्यू पाकर भी खो दिया उसको जो मेरा एकलौता हक़दार है...!!

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There's a difference in forgiving someone,
and letting go someone....

It's easy to forgive the other person,
For their hurtful actions and
that situation without holding
grudges for them...

But the real battle is to let go
of the person's hurt from
your body and mind...

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Now... I'm trying to find myself....
I've started losing people around me....
Beacuse now, I'm not able to pretend...
I'm changing...I'm evolving....
Happy or unhappy...
At least I'm being myself lately....

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If you'll always be stuck with your feelings for the person,
Who doesn't feel the same about you...

Then you'll never be able to find the person,
Who's actually made for you...

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Nobody's ever right in all good...
It's us who neglect their vices and wrongs,
in the fear of losing them...

And someday ,when it's hurt so much
We realise that it's us,
Who blindfolded ourselves for the sake of love...

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Maturity is knowing that no one,
Absolutely no one...can love you the way you want to be loved...
They'll always love you in their own ways...

And when you accept love in their way,
It only allows you to realize that you're not less loved...
You are just loved differntly....

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I think it's enough of us expecting to receive
the same amount of love every single day....

It's really okay... If someone's not able to love you
on some days with the same capacity....

stop begging and longing for it..Instead,
on the days you don't receive love....

Give love... Offer love... and trust that
all the love you're giving will come back to you...

Might not be in the same form
But it will surely find it's way back to you...

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Somedays are just so neutral and numb...
You don't realize the day is fading...
You know it will end soon,
But you let it flow....

The only thing you know about the day,
is that you are alive,You are breathing...
You're okay but you're not okay..
You're passing the day just to see,
how different tomorrow will be....

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It's so frustrating when I need you in your absence..
When I tell you and you can't do anything about it...

I felt it's okay to depend on you emotionally
without any regrets...You complete me,
I felt the need you in my life...

Why don't you understand it's so difficult
when you're not around me,
And that time I need you and only you..

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