बेगाने मेहमान


छुट्टियों में आए ये मेहमान....
अपनों के लिए हो गए है अब अंजान....
जिन घरों की दीवारों पर तेरे कलाकारी के है निसान....
अब लगते है वो यादों की दुकान....
हर बार जानें से पहले आपनी चीजों को बक्सों में कैद करते है...
और अपनों के साथ बैठ कर अपनें ही बचपन की कहानियों को सुनते हैं...
दिल करता नहीं मां -बाप को छोड़ के जाना....
जताते नहीं, पर बड़ा मुस्कील होता है अपने ही अन्दर के बच्चे को समझाना....
मां के हाथ का खाना, चैन की नींद और सकून के पल....
हर बार लगे कोई लोटा दे मेरा बीता इस घर का हर एक पल....
अपना आशियां छोड़ कर, न जानें कोन से आशियां के तिनके की तलाश हैं...
अपनों के लिए , हम अब बन गए बेगाने मेहमान हैं ....

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For some, she is introvert and complainer .
For others, she is extrovert and guider.
For some, she is talkative and childish.
For others , she is quite and mature.
For some, she is overthinker and sensetive.
For others, she is thoughtful and strong.
For some ,she is irritating and weird.
For others, she is caring and comfort place.
For some ,she is rude ,selfish and loner.
For others,she is package of laughter, entertainer and supporter.
The true essence of her character was contingent upon the individuals and circumstances surrounding her.
The real her adjust herself, she learns, unlearns something,fails,and stands by herself.
She is not perfect but tries her best to live.

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There are many insecurities that lies in her...
That she is not enough...
Contant comparison...
Might be the reason...
How can she love someone
When she afraid to fall..
Form her grades to her appearance.....
She find all these shallow.
That's why she choose a barrow...
May be one day she will find all ,her strength to face her shit....
Till then each and every day she tried to uplift....

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One thing I have realised that when you are at your lows , failed , negative .You start complaining about life you have. Hard to believe on yourself, fear of judgement, validation. Sometimes it goes so bad that you wants to end your own life.At that period You need someone who can listen you ,who can bring out your good side but you will find no-one . Your inner child console you. Pictures of your child hood where you are free from all things reminds you "who really u are". Your past achivement , responsibilities brings you back.
I know it's hard but trust me you are the only one for your self forever. Talk to yourself, sit with yourself you will figure it out. And yes when your time will come enjoy it with everyone. Lastly try to be with someone at their lows, as you have gone through this. Be a giver. May this act brings you satisfaction to being a human . Start writing whenever you feel whatever it releases you baggage and you will find that all your problems lasts for the moment they are not permanent.
So live it. Life is all about highs and lows . Energy of yin and Yang.

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कभी कभी न कुछ चीज़ों को वक्त पे छोड़ दो.......
समय आने पे सही हो जाती है ।
और हम बेकार में ही चल रहे समय को कोस कर दुखी होते है।

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वह ख़ुद को ऐसे प्यार करती है जैस एक प्रेमी अपनी प्रेमिका को करता हैं।
उसकी आशाएं,अपेक्षाएं ख़ुद से हैं।
गुस्सा , नफ़रत, इंकार ख़ुद से करने के बाद खुद को ही हौसला, हंसी और खुशी देती है।
ख़ुद से बाते कर कटे उसकी राते।
थिरकती है अपनी ही धुन में , गुम है अपने ही ख्वाबों में।
इठलाना, मनाना, गुनगुनाना और खुद को हर मोड़ पर संभालना।
आसान नहीं होता ख़ुद ही सच्चा हमसफ़र बन जाना।

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Most of us always try to satisfy others rather than satisfying ourselves.
Still doing the same.....

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हर बार क्यू ये आखें सच देखना चाहती है,
मगर जज़्बात में ऊलझ कर रहे जाती है ।
मना ये दुनिया का ऐसा ही ढंग है,
फिर क्यों ये दिल चाहें अपने ही रंग में इसे रंग दे ।

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Passion or carrier
How can one decide , what he or she will be in upcoming years .The pressure we feel from our peers when they ask "what you gone do ???
Passion and carrier are like feeling it changes. May be the work which can pay my bills or makes me happy might be my passion. Person like me who loves enjoying different things , it's hard for me to stuck with one. I can't love one things . She likes rainbow how can she choose only one colour .

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Karma will definitely hits you for What you have done you have to pay.You will not realise at that time but as time passes only regression left . Time once gone is gone forever. Use it before it too late.

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