A relationship without trust,
is like a phone without service.

What do you do with a phone without service?
You play games.

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But there is one thing that is the worst,when one prefers to commit suicide to end their utter misery and agony of mind and yes nobody understands this feeling of committing suicide but I do. I too felt like ending my life at one point but think about your parents and nobody else. They are your forever and always and they love you no matter what. Before ever trying to take such a big step , talk about it. And I mean not just anyone but to those people who have faced the same problems like yours because they are the best listeners and they will understand you perfectly. And now anyone who feels like just pouring out there heart,I'm hear to listen and I might not have the best suggestions to deal with this but I will help you out in every way I can. You are strong and worth every gold and diamond. Don't think any less of yourself no matter what. Take as much time you need to heal up because you deserve it and you need it. Try to ignore other people's so called opinions and judgement even though it's hard. No matter how many times you fall,pick yourself up because you are warrior. Just know you are loved. And try to reach out for professional help if needed.

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Today's one of the biggest disease is mental health problems and crores of people are facing this and I myself am one of those people who has had problems like depression and numerous mental issues

In this post I'll try to write about what I have always felt and hopefully a lot of those reading this can relate.

People who are having problems mostly create a hell within themselves and I must say it's worst than any other hell. Most of us don't tend to talk about their problems out loud and it's okay because firstly other people think that you are being overdramatic and just trying to seek attention. Well that's obviously not the case. We rather prefer to cry at night hugging our pillow. The utter feeling of hopelessness and useless always keeps one at edge and it really doesn't help when the people who doesn't know what you are going through starts taunting and judges you everytime and I have been there. And yes it feels better to put on a mask and pretend to be okay ,I myself do that everyday no matter how broken and shattered I feel inside because yes nobody cares.

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It's hard to wait around for something that might never happen,
But it's harder to give up on it when it is everything that you ever wanted.

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When you are the package of a sleeping person and sleep is your most favorite activity but when sleep becomes an enemy of all the painful thoughts and you just can't sleep rather try to cry yourself to sleep.

Yeah! That shit is worse..

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Misunderstanding can ruin any relationships.
Its all about how to you love the person and how much he or she matters to you that you are willing to sort your shit out and stay.
But this should be both sided. Because one sided will make you bend your self respect which might be good if the other person is also willing to do the same(biggest live examples are our parents).

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lots of mistakes and regrets of my action.
But what I most regret is I have always given my energy on people who weren't worth it. I would say that I was too good for everyone. And lots of them lost me and I moved on.
Rather now I have experience in almost every matter. I have grown incredibly with time. And those who stayed by my side while I was growing, a big thank you to them by sticking by my side.
My past is full of ups and downs and a lot adventurous. But the best part is i'm proud of who I am now.

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It's my birthday and I'm stuck at home. But quarantine birthdays doesn't suck if you have people who genuinely love you. For me it was my parents,some close friends and my siblings.
Tip for upcoming birthday guys, you are growing old so celebrate it lightly because its quarantine time.

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Do you ever feel so lonely yet you are surrounded by people all around you!
Like you crave for that one person, be it your parents or friends or partner or siblings!
You just thought of someone!!
They are the reason of you smiling right now thinking about that person.

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It feels like a blessing when you have someone who stares at you like Jack stared at Rose in Titanic,like Deepika stares at her husband Ranveer. Someone like Romeo and Juliet who died because of their love but never regretted this.

Find someone who will make you feel like you are the most beautiful person in the world,who will treat you like their king or queen,who will proudly take you to the world and say "yes,s(he) is mine", with whom you might not have a happy ending but will always be the one for you, someone with whom you can grow old.

Life is beautiful. Don't bring negative people in your life and ruin it. Rather live it happily with people who will be blessed to have you.

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