"What do you deserve?" It is just mere sense of illusion created by people around you so never chase for it. Ever Chased for your true pure desires or so called "dream" which keep your heart on that burning fire that give the true sense of calmness!
Be aware about yourself. This will make you realise each breath you take takes you closer to death to warn you how pretty short life is so important to take genuinely.
Aren't we solo traveller of this world?!! We came here alone... We will leave it alone. Just same like solo travelling, it isn't solo anymore as many people will meet you on your path....in this journey of world some people may show you path...but you have to walk it alone....