From the deepest corner of my heart,
There is a scar unhealed,
Day by day the wound gets worser
As there are many words unsaid and unrevealed.
Not an ear to listen to my sorrow,
If said it's a whole other world of narrow,
Th new phase of my life, was ought to be happy,
As I tied a knot with the one I love so deeply,
But not a day goes by when I don't cry n sleep nasty.
I miss my home, my life and my parents who were worried but got yelled at,
I miss the love and care my parents gave.
The unconditional love I'm used to, the appreciation I lived for,
I'm not the person I was,
The care free, the happy soul, the free bird with flaws,
But was still loved and cherished for who I was,
And as of now my efforts go unseen,
No matter what I do it's nevertheless enough to convene,
In sickness and in health nobody gives a fuck,
I wish I had one such wish to turn my life upside down so it doesn't suck.
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Paas hi itne jaise ek dujey me saama gaye hain,
Phir bhi kaayi unkahey jazbaat reh gaye hain,
Dooriyaan jitni kam hogyi, ehsaason me faasle badhte ja raahe hain,
Hum kuch na keh sakey aur vo samjhne ka prayas kar rahe hain,
Door hum hona nahi chahtey aur paas hame jana nahi hi,
Ajeeb si uljhan hi unhe humse pyar hi aur hame unse lagaav.
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The one closest to the heart stabs your heart so deep,
No amount of guilt can fill it and make you sleep,
Cry a river for them but that just add up and become an ocean so steep.
You can neither forget nor forgive the one you love so deep.-
The day which was supposed to be special, is slipping like a rotten apple,
The one which I was thinking were special ruined it like hell.
The others which aren't special, are making it exceptional.
Undeniably we get love from unexpected, rather from the one we are emotional.-
Aaj kisi apne ne aisa zakhm diya jo bhul ke bhi bhula na jaye,
Baat jo unke zubaan se nikal gayi mazak keh ke uda diya,
Par dil hai jo uss baat pe atak gaya ke kaise unhone ye keh diya.
Ham ne to unhe apni zindagi maani thi aur unhone hame gairo se bhi gair bana diya.-
To the days where the sun rise with the solar eclipse
To the nights which gives you chills down the spine,
To the time when the clock ticks make your heart race,
I will be there for you in every such moment of despair.
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I'll pass like every passing moment of life,
You will never find a right moment to be my knight,
Is your love for me, pulling your strings tight,
Or it is just you, who don't want to be a part of my life.-
The scariest part of life is finding it's way in,
The question of being up for it is perturbing within,
From being a blithe to overseeing everything,
Life is changing yet I'm still indecisive about this zing.-
When I'm down all I need is a sunrise,
When I'm tired all I need is a hope,
When I'm sad all I need is a moment of love,
To all the moments in life , all I need is YOU.-