No matter how desperately you want to be heard. Never tell them if they seem tired of it. It's your story. You are not faking it. You have experienced it. You own it. Respect that! Never tell them your story unless they share the same temperament for that story.
perhaps the words like serene, composure and tranquil would be mere bunch of alluring letters calligraphed in the unpublished manuscripts of the dead writers.