she is a fighter and these wounds you are giving her are making her even stronger.

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In my hallucination
I saw my pain getting eased
Out of that painful world
I saw the glory in the heart of my beloved
I saw the grace in his heart
I saw myself drowning in joy
In my vertigo,
In my dizziness,
In my drunken haze,
I saw myself as the source of existence
I saw myself as his flower garden,
and his water too
and i wish this could come true.

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