When success is your end goal,
Take discipline to your end game...

Motivation is momentary,
It ain't taking you anywhere!

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Drowning in your melancholic thoughts,
Discovering self love that you had with in,
Breaking the chains that tied down your feet,
Does it make you bulletproof or immortal?

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To my dear younger self,

I am sorry there was no one there to protect you, hold you tight when you were breaking into pieces, help you guide through the way of life, praising you for your achievements & motivating you to not give up upon the failure.
I am sorry you were so alone & lonely that you had to pickup those survival tactics to make sure you don't fall behind.
I am sorry you had to mature so fast & that you did not get your fair share of childhood memories, but instead got childhood traumas.

I am really proud of you, for not giving up.
I am really proud of you, for growing up by yourself in the best possible way.
I am really proud of you because you had all the rights to give up, grow up to become a wasted brat, even worse a criminal, but, you instead chose to grow into a strong independent woman with her own values, morals & ethics.

And I promise, just like you made me feel proud of you. I will make all your childhood dreams & wishes come true. I will make sure that you're proud of me, and that when you look at me you feel every struggle was worth it.

I hope to see a letter from you telling me how proud you're of me. I promise to never give up just like you didn't.

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Your memories...
They're gently running down...
From head to my heart...
Turning slowly...
From pain to poison...
Numbing...
From being able to love to not being able to feel anything...
I hope there's end to it...
My pain or me?

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I hope this birthday, god gifts me the ability to numb my sense of pain.

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Even in the moments I missed you,
I kept going...
With a smile on my face,
With a storm inside me,
With over working myself for hours,
With moments of reminiscing memories,
With the prayers begging to see you one last time...!

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Mehfil mai jab baat chali zinda murdo ki,
Toh ek tarfa aashiqo ka naam kafi tehzeeb se liya gaya...!

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Raaj toh dafnaye h maine iss dil m kayi,
Tumse ishq karna ek aur he sahi...!

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Ask yourself, "What are the things that I might regret not doing if I were to die tomorrow?"

The answer to this question should be the purpose of your life.

Your materialistic goals, should only become a pathway to achieve your purpose and not your sole reason to live.

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People are not going to see you for your potential successes, they're going to be meeting and dealing with your reality; which is whatever you're now. If you expect everyone to see your potential without showing the half of what successful you looks like donot be disappointed. No one is responsible for your expectations. No one losed you, you lost the opportunity. Wake up!

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