I know you hate picking up my calls these days,
'cause I have nothing to say!
Rather wanting to hear your voice,
Like, winter afternoons and peaceful sunshine warming my frozen barefeet...
Sometimes,
Your shine burns my skin,
And I hide it pretty well...
You're the most beautiful man when you speak
Oh! Your melody echoes through an eternity...
Until it gets rid of me,
Fading away like time dilations
'cause gravity pulled us apart,
Or mere mortals and their manipulations!
I'm swimming in my void,
Among all those unbearable lightness of pain that is left in space...
And you're lost,
Smouldering yourself into oblivion
But I still search for you...
Knowing we can never be close enough,
Not enough to smell the lingering taste of your kiss
Or to feel the rhythm of your offbeat love that I miss!

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The moment I start missing you the most,
you go away somehow,
"Fell asleep, the day's been tough,
but I've remembered you enough!"
Oh, I'm so tired as well love,
All your pretty lies,
Cigarettes and weeds...
Confessing subconscious mysteries
I was there listening!
I am tired of staring at the phone,
"He is going to call you now, or maybe a voicenote...!"
and when I get nothing in return,
I dream 'bout you more than I should, just to stop crying,
I still crave for you though
I am tired of everything too,
Whether my nights were pale
or my days went by without your smell,
fixing and breaking my heart through the winding roads,
when I am walking all alone.
I've asked for too much then!
Wish I could hear you, saying it on my face...

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In the end...
All she ever wanted was you,
Know that I lost myself while doing so...
Letting you go,
realised love couldn't be that strong nevermore
But I'm regretting.
Holding you wasn't enough...
I dream 'bout forgetting,
Know it's awful when you're smiling
In my ephemeral fantasy!

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If it was in your strength, you wouldn't be depressed at the first place...
Even after years of trying, holding yourself little by little specifically when that one person hurts where you're trying to heal
and just keeps doing it,
Then it gets a little easy to fall asleep, engrossed deeper into that state and not getting the closure to ever defeat it!
People aren't "robots", but an oasis of pain, always wishing to reach love...
All alone!

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The moment I start missing you the most,
you go away somehow...

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She remembers the unimaginable details of time, how it flies and she runs through her childhood to stop it so often! Enclosed cages, flapping their wings to escape those dreams within a dream, weaving tales of togetherness till reality conspires to stab the characters and push them away to a vanishing eternity of her void...
She remembers every detail of the time she met you, that's how her dream continues to connect infinite stories into one. Afterall, a dead dream can't pause her daydreams but the touch of your palm on her heart until she wakes up to sleep again!

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Wish I could rewind time
and stop her from ruining the one real thing I had!
All I know is your euphonious voice that echoes like a melody every night, and my restless mind desperately waiting to hear it every once in a while. Thus waking up until my heart gets broken into million pieces...
Daydreams squeal insanity, lying sleepless, prolonged till midnight.
My scars heal after every noontide and mourning funerals erode the sins concealed in your painted wounds at twilight!
Wish you were closer to hear my chaotic dreams on your mysterious mind, resonating stillness through the rhythm of our heartbeats...

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Let me run through those fantasies,
more of dreams you've achieved or working hard to,
it's beyond my reach!
Holding on to it through the darkest hours of my mind,
but lost in the clouds yet to rain questioning why someone like me was born into this world flooded in pain!

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Love fades away to another home, entangled roots suffocating the one who felt a little more just to set it on fire till abraded by an ocean of pain deeper inside the darkness of a void made of his ashes!

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A little or less!
(Read the caption below)

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