Soul's windows breathed heavily onto her sonic sensors
Rhapsodic moments tuned in her musings as she reminisced the fleeting times
“Falsehood was blissful” as she metamorphosed herself into a pretender
Estranged self hungered for solace as the splintered pieces stated her “ A filthy dime”
"Characterise yourself” her reverberation introspected
“A sympathy seeker” the mirror-like replicate affirmed
Alienated into the loophole of her delusional echoes, hallucination deserted her
Timeless scars drowned her into the nightmarish pool where nothing can berate her

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"You are again crying for someone who doesn't care" her reflection said
With a pair of swollen eyes,she still waited for a reply
She lost herself again for someone who was okay with losing her
"You fell in love with the version I created" her stupid heart replied
"I asked you not to believe in anyone but you never listened to me" rationality screamed
"You are only meant to get pain" her past laughed at her
"My predictions turned true" her overthinking smiled
"It was my fault that I taught your broken heart love" blissful hope cried
Excuses won, efforts failed...
Darkness surrounded her.. and overthinking and anxious demons grabbed her hand and took her away from the blissful hope.. and pushed her into the scary walls of her worst fears.. and she paid the price of loving someone again

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दिल में बोहत सारी ख्वाइश
उन्हें पूरे करदून...
यही मेरी फर्माइश ..
❤️

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कैसे भूलूं वो रातें
सितारों में की थी जो बातें
देखते ही देखते भुला दिए सब यादें
शायद किस्मत में नहीं थी कोई और मुलाकातें
कहां हम
कहां तुम
..🌠

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INSECURE INSERTIONS
Ignored several times, still had hope
Of a sweet friendship but it was a nope
She felt missed out , she had accepted
With tears in her eyes,she knew she was disrespected
A month passed,a sorry came
And this time her innocence was to blame
With a sweet smile, she replied
It's okay, yet again she relied
Maturity and emotions clashed, and finally she realised
He doesn't deserve any of her feelings, and rather self idealised...
Justifications popped up,as she unblocked
"No more time should be wasted by being pissed off" and it's better if the connections are blocked...

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Once your heart loses the attachment and that special connection is no more felt, you kind of seem to be less caring ... And you feel more at peace... You don't have any more feelings left for that someone.. You just smile at yourself that you have handled it with maturity and has been able to forgive.. and still has prioritised yourself..and has gone back to being strangers and handling your emotions like a pro rather than wasting hours thinking why you weren't worth it ..

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Beneath my heart is a deep sense of guilt
Afraid of imperfections,I pushed myself into it
Even if I knew I am somehow gonna mess it
Life was much simpler before this
I hope I could go back and forget all of it..
Because everything is blurred
And I have become sick!!— % &

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False promises, pretty lies
The smile felt heavy with useless tries
Blurred emotions,ignorant cries
Gathered pace and the feeling dies
Self respect for the first time won
As the heart said," you don't deserve a moron"— % &

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Rediscovering yourself and becoming someone more beautiful than before is the happiest thing one can ever experience..
As someone truly said
Time heals everything.. and so did it!! Bitter experiences teach you some good lessons and lessons learnt in a hard way are certainly unforgettable..
Don't live your life in any regret... After all whatever happens, happens for the best..
Cherish the little things.. and celebrate all your achievements no matter how small it appears to others.. because for you those are priceless efforts...
Have faith in yourself
Give yourself a needed break
Take care
Till then Bbye.. ◜‿◝ — % &

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Ankhiyon se dariya beh gaya..haye..
Khwab wo adhura reh gaya...
Jag bhi paraya ho gaya..haye
Juda tera saya ho gaya..

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