A very cruel world.. They will never understand your importance... Expecting someone to stand by your side is always painful as they do not bother.. They never feel your intentions and end up comparing you with the worst thing which you would have never imagined. So let them with themselves and be strong enough to stand alone.. Let them feel your necessity.

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The time stops.. When the seconds become minutes.. Minutes become hours.. hours become days.. Still keep waiting.. Expected some love which I used to get.. She used to hear my inner voice.. Never left me unhealed but now it's not the case.. Time has changed and so as people.. She has started assuming things in a different way which are not like that.. Still I'm in love with that smile.. Yes.. That heals me.. Still I love her.. Wish I were the air which passes by her.. The only thing is left with me is... "I wish.. I... "

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Forcing myself not to utter a single word.. A single line "I miss you. " , as I know I won't get it back in return that " I miss you too. "

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Thousands of knives are being stabbed
The soothing voice has stabbed ..
Blood is dripping down..
The pampering touch is no longer there..
All your dedication is proved wrong..
Are they real. .. Yes the watery eyes, the bloodless heart tell the story..

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What has happened to this..
Why doesn't it listen me..
Unlilke my intentions.. It's doing something else...
Can't find how to tame it.. feelings... Being emotional. Doing all the shit.. Time to freeze and never get hurt.

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On my knees.. Crying.. Why doesn't it understand.. Dont even know it's intentions.. Have been telling.. None of them worked... Being available and making available all the time.. Paid the price.. Lost all its necessities.. Being available always.. Damn dangerous.

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It's very lucky to find some people who will there for you in your thick and thin.. But what if say.. be strong enough to fight it out alone.. As no one really cares..

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Walking over the wet sand..
Some voice is whispering around...
Thousands of thoughts braking in my mind..
Searching for the biggest composer for me..
Yes.. I know it can help me thrash my situation..
The glory of those days.. Let me sing.. Let me heal..
The biggest achievement awaiting me..
It's time for using all my strengths and it's possible with a peaceful mind.. A clear vision.. And willpower..
My inspiration.. My instinct all uttering the same voice.. LET THE PROCESS BEGIN..

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Pain... A little was felt when my own stabbed me back.. Now I'm realizing that it only a potential pain. The real is being felt now.. When your beloved is hurt.. And that too for your own feelings..

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Expectations
Ego
Emotions

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