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ଆଉ ଶୁଭେନା ଅକ୍ଷୟ ମହାନ୍ତିଙ୍କ 'ହେ ଫଗୁଣ ତୁମେ ଗଲା ପରେ ପରେ...'
ସ୍ମାର୍ଟ୍ ସିଟି ରେ ଆଖି ଖୋଜେ ନୂଆ ପତ୍ର ଭରା ଗଛଟେ,
ଆଉ ବେଳ କାହିଁ ବସନ୍ତକୁ ମନଭରି ଉପଭୋଗ କରିବାକୁ !

~ ଶତାବ୍ଦୀ ପ୍ରଧାନ

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अपनी प्रेमीयों के दिल में घर बनाने वाली प्रेमिकाऐं
अक्सर नहीं बसा पाती घर प्रेमियों के साथ,
संघर्ष के दौरान हाथ थामने वाली
सुहाग के नाम पर नहीं थाम पाती हाथ ।

प्रेमी के माथे की शिकन हटाने वाली
प्रेमिकाओं के माथे के हिस्से सिंदूर नहीं आती,
पत्नियां नाम नहीं लेती जिनके
प्रेमिकाएं उनको सौ नामों से बुलाती ।

पत्नियां ले आती हैं दहेज़, मर्यादा और अधिकार
प्रेमिकाएं छोड़ कर जाती हैं तौफे, शिकायतें और अधूरा प्यार,
पत्नियां इंतजार करती हैं जिस चांद को करवाचौथ पे
प्रेमिकाओं को तोला जाता है उसी चांद के साथ  ।

प्रेमिका ख़रीद के ले आती है गुलाब तौफे में
पत्नियां सींचती है पानी, पौधों से घर सजाती,
पत्नियां रुक्मिणी बन जाती हैं विवाह में
प्रेमिकाओं को राधा कह के दुनियां बुलाती ।

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For how long you keep looking them back after they leave
What you give someone before departure
How many times you assure eachother to stay in touch
What you choose to cook for them
The words you tell eachother just before leaving
The amount of helplessness your palm holds just before waving goodbye
Wheather you burst into tears once a while
or pretend to be their strength with a heavy heart
How you tick all your bucket lists as if love is an assignment
How you hold eachother to hold onto time
What you choose to do in their absence

No matter how hard you try, goodbyes are not easy.

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जब तुम्हारे होंठ स्वाभिमान की बातें करता हो,
चूड़ियों से पहले अधिकार थामना जानता हो ।
माथे पे बिंदी के साथ अपनी पहचान भी सजी हो,
जूड़ा से पहले तुम खुद को समेटना जानती हो ।
शृंगार से ज्यादा संघर्ष जो तुम करती हो ।
आत्मविश्वास का दुपट्टा ओढ़े और भी खूबसूरत लगती हो ।।

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Pain is personal. The strength to bear all your pain alone is difficult of course but crying on the wrong pair of shoulders is more painful. No matter what you go through there will always be someone who will invalidate your pain. There will be people who will project their stories as the best ones as everyone wants to be the main character. We can't always expect empathy, we can't expect people to see the world with our lenses; but not everything is a competition. We are not in a race of pain that who's better at shedding tears. Neither you necessarily need to weave a story more pathetic than someone nor I. Somedays we just need an ear. Don't tell me your story when I am telling mine. May be I will listen to you some other day, like our grandmothers used to say, "one story per day." I will listen to you when you will be the main character! May be!
                                                           

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A man, not necessarily...

Pulling chair for me, but pushing my limits

Not opening arms towards me but closing eyes to my insecurities

Not beginning his day with me but always putting an end to every unhealthy arguments between us

A man, not necessarily...

The reason I will give birth to a child but who would help me bury my past...

I will proudly call "My Man"

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You don't feel the butterfly in your stomach again and call it adulting. You get convinced in calm-love that walks into your life silently. No matter how hard you try, you just can't put the effort anymore or may be you put every effort as a responsibility. You just don't feel wings on your shoulders, but keep looking at the feet on the ground. You no more choose to escape reality, but collect every pieces of your heart to face it. Denial becomes acceptance gradually. You build wall around your heart instead of a bridge. May be some emotions are too precious to be felt twice. You save your love in one safe corner of your heart though it's renamed as grief. Love only happens once; just once in a lifetime.

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Ve Kamleya...

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The constant conflict between being the flower that still provides fragrance after being crushed and the thorn that safeguards itself by being sharp...

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The last person to leave the party entertains everyone.
The end part of a Cornetto probably holds the best of taste.
The last bencher student can write one more sentence admist the teacher collecting all test copies.
The person wishes you at last on your birthday is a human diary to listen how your day went on.
You remember every tiny details about the last day of school when nostalgia hits you hard.
That one phrase said by our late loved ones is still engraved in our heart.
The last catch might be the game-changer.
After the last step of stairs there comes a beautiful view.
Your last attempt for your dream job comes with utmost dedication.
You re-read the climax of your favourite fiction.
31st of December comes with a hope and determination.
The song you choose to listen before you sleep calms you down.
That one hug before departure still makes you feel their presence.
Weekends are the semi-colons of life; to pause a little.
The conclusion holds clarity.
The valedictory ceremony comes with gratitude.
You can be the first love of anyone,
but what about staying with someone till the end of life ?

Of course "Well begun is half done"
but what about "All is well that ends well ?"

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