यह कहानी है एक अपराधी की जो मजबूरी में अपराध का दामन चूमा । लेकिन सवाल यह है कि उससे मजबूर किया कौन?

समाज ने।

यह समाज नाकाम रहा इसके, इसके परिवार और निजि जिंदगी कि अधिकार की रक्षा करने में, यह समाज असक्षम रहा न्याय दिलवाने में, यह समाज विजयी रहा इसके खुश रहने, जीने की अधिकार से वंचित रखने में।

लेकिन अपराध के अलावा और भी रास्ते थे लेकिन यह मजबूरी में गलत कदम उठा कर अपराध कि राह में चल पड़ा, पहले पहले डर लगा किसी को चीरते हुए, बहते लहू को देखते हुए, लेकिन धीरे धीरे मज़ा बहुत आया, गिरते हुए इंसानों के गर्दन को देख के, इंसान कि मौत से पहले वो खौफ और तड़प से निकले चीखें सुन के, जब पहली बार बंदूक हात में आयी गोलियों कि आवाज सुन के, लेकिन एक वक़्त बाद शायद उससे समझ आया कि वो जिस राह में चल रहा है उस राह से कोई वापसी नहीं है, किसी और गलत राह में कोई भटक जाये तो इंसान मुड़ कर वापस आ सकता है लेकिन अपराध कि राह में कोई वापसी नहीं।

लेकिन एक बात है, अगर अपराध ज्यादा घनघोर और घिनौना ना हो तो खुदा सजा में थोड़ी कमती कर सकता है माफ़ी के साथ वर्ना भगवान भी तुम्हारे जिंदगी का दामन छोड़ तुम्हारी तड़पने और मरने की कहानी लिखने में कोई देरी नहीं करेगा।

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Carrying the dreams in the eyes,
I left my home,
Don't know where these roads gonna take me.

The fragrance of petrichor,
Brings tears to my eyes,
The world of memories will stay stuck in the eyes.

The destination is new,
The caravan is unknown,
These are to be walked and covered alone.

It's a lonely heart in journey alone,
Then why my eyes long for you?

These eyes soulful sceneries,
These eyes witnessed twinkling stars,
But your beautiful face is still present fresh and youthful in my eyes.

Many rains have come,
Many fortunes have been brought with it,
But still your voice echoes in my ears,
We have made promises that we will have our own beautiful home,
Don't know what would happen to the promises,
It's a lonely heart in journey alone,
Then why my eyes long for you?

Carrying the dreams in the eyes,
I left my home,
Don't know where these roads gonna take me.

The fragrance of petrichor,
Brings tears to my eyes,
The world of memories will stay stuck in the eyes.

The destination is new,
The caravan is unknown,
These are to be walked and covered alone.

It's a lonely heart in journey alone,
Then why my eyes long for you?

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हम खोजने चले थे इश्क फूलों कि बगान में,
हम खोजने चले थे इश्क खेत-खलियान में,
हम खोजने चले थे इश्क त्योहार में,
लेकिन साला आज पता चला कि;
इश्क नीलाम होती है बाजार में,
बेहिसाब जिस्म-ओ-ज़ज्बात बिकते है हजारों से ले कर अरबों की कीमत में,
हम तरबतर इस कदर हुए कि;
हम जा गिरे खुदा के कदमों तले एक मजार में।

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कभी-कभार तकलीफ़ बिछड़ने वाले को होती है,
लेकिन बिछड़ने वाले को अक्सर बिछड़ने में तकलीफ होती है,
और हमेशा तकलीफ यादों को समेट कर जीने वाले जो पीछे रह जाते है उन्हें होती है।

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Oh Boy,
What does your road searches for?,
Is it searching for your home?

Where to go?
I need to go where I can reach to my depths.

Let's take step together these cities say,
These eyes with a wide fixed stare,
Enjoys the life.

The intentions are like the flow of wind which is strong and consistent,
I learnt the lesson of life from the birds flying in the sky,
I'm travelling in an unknown route,
I'm in a journey but not lost.

As I progressed,
I learnt that what's the truth.

All my questions are entangled in mystery of life,
I learnt what I am and who I am.
All my questions got answered.

See what wind whispers in my eyes,
It said me to see a grave being digged,
The soil being loosened,
A body lying beneath,
And another body is over the surface waiting to be buried,
Life is pretty short,
Nobody knows what it has kept for us.
— % &The intentions are like the flow of wind which is consistent and strong,
I learnt the lesson of life from the birds flying in the sky,
I'm travelling in an unknown route,
I'm in a journey but not lost.

What sort of journey is it that doesn't end?,
Wherever I go I cannot comeback,
Those old faces, those eyes and those old memories, keep searching for me,
But the water of a flowing river also says that,
I'm travelling in an unknown route,
I'm in a journey but not lost.— % &

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A small tale of a prostitute with a heartbroken lover in a poetic form.

(Heartbroken Lover)
The peace I found in your arms,
I searched for it a lot but couldn't find ever.

(The Prostitute)
The entire world wants to touch me as if;
I'm entirely theirs.
The entire world sees an avatar of me,
But no one sees the poor soul behind it.

I broke entirely to the entirity,
I became a wanderlust in your love.

Someone calls me in the evening,
Someone labels me with price and rates,
I just keep smiling on face,
But from inside I moan and groan in pain.

(Heartbroken Lover)
Why you keep hiding your pain?
Why you keep complaining me?,
As I'm myself broken and shattered.

Aahh!! I'm broken and shattered from within and beneath,
And I just got torn apart from myself in your love.

I cry till I scream my lungs out and vent my tears out,
And sleep in your arms,
Come and meet me again,
So that I can say you that;
You were invaluable,
Every moment you said my name with love,
But one day you silenced me and left me,
Consumed up all my happiness and left me.

— % &Aahh!! I'm broken and shattered from within and beneath,
And I just got torn apart from myself in your love.

(Prostitute)
I've became entirely to the entirity of yours,
But for you I became a cashable and marketed.— % &

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A Lonely Heart,
It Keeps Sinking,
The Era Keeps Going On Unbothered,
I Just Keep Living,
Who Knows My Worth Is My World.

There Are Beauties And Sceneries,
Moon And Stars As Well,
For Namesake Everyone Comes, Meets And Goes,
But There's No One With Whom I Can Live My Life,
There's No One On Whom I Can Rest My Shoulder.

A Lonely Heart,
It Keeps Sinking,
The Era Keeps Going On Unbothered,
I Just Keep Living,
Who Knows My Worth Is My World.

For Namesake, I'm Also Living A Life,
The Hearts Are Beating,
I'm Also Breathing,
I'm Also Weaving Life In Dreams,
I'm Also Standing In The Search Of Dreams,
But No One Is Aware Whether I'm Alive Or Not?,
No One Is Even Worried About Me.

This World Keeps Moving,
And Everyone Is So Busy And Impatient That;
Anyone Hardly Asks Where Am I?

A Lonely Heart,
It Keeps Sinking,
The Era Keeps Going On Unbothered,
I Just Keep Living,
Who Knows My Worth And My World.

But There's No One With Whom I Can Live My Life,
There's No One On Whom I Can Rest My Shoulder.

It's The Lonely Me,
It's My Lonely Heart,
And My Lonely World.

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कितनी अजीब-ओ-गरीब तरीके से जिंदगी दंड देती है ना हमें?

पहले प्यार के लिय तरसाती है,
फिर लाड के लिए तरसाती है,
फिर दुलार के लिए तरसाती है,
फिर तारीफों के लिए तरसाती है,
फिर हम से हमारे प्यारों को छीन ले जाती है,
और प्यास में तड़प कर हम;
गुलामी, खुदपरस्ती और बेईमानी जैसे जहर का प्याला पीते है,
फिर तड़पते है, फिर प्यास लगती है फिर वही जहर का प्याला पीते है,
जब सांसों को तड़पते है शायद तभी हमें एहसास होता है जिससे हम प्यार और वफा का रस समझ कर पी रहे थे वो जहर था और फिर हम तरस कर तड़प कर दम तोड़ मर ही ज़ाते है।

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Oh Life! I stumble and a part of me falls apart and I'm left alone,
I plead, please don't walk away from me.

I'm living a life where I'm unable to express my heart out,
I plead, please don't hurt me further,
I plead, dear silence please don't scream out now.

Oh thy heart in pain!!!
I pray that our lives don't fall apart into a life of loneliness.

Dear love, will I ever be in your memories?
The way you held my hand with a sweet smile, your fingers filling the gaps between the fingers of mine,
The way our hearts and souls intertwined,
Isn't there a way to forget it all?

Dear love, the way your beauty wrenches my heart and torments my soul,
Are you so cold hearted that you don't want to remember me?,
If so then shall we part our ways to lead and live alone?

Do trees change their course while passing through different paths?,
Do the wounds of our heart heal and the scars fade away with the times passing by?

Dear love, let's not talk of separation.
Don't leave me alone and apart so as me,
Don't inflict any further pain and get habituated to it.


— % &Dear Love,
I hope you do remember that my heart belongs to you,
I live for you.
But does it even matter to you?,
Why you still walk away from me?

Dear love, will I ever be in your memories?
The way you held my hand with a sweet smile, your fingers filling the gaps between the fingers of mine,
The way our hearts and souls intertwined,
Isn't there a way to forget it all? — % &

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You disappointed us. How can a player of your caliber can retire from tests with less than 10000 runs and without a hundred at Lord's.

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