Inaudible heartache

Washing away all my agonies
I kept going
I forced a smile on my face
And went on
It was as if life was colourless before you
I prayed for your love every minute
It didn't reach its path
I have grasped my love for you
I will bear the turmoil
Which your love will bring
I will stay out of sight
I will stay out of sight
And confront the repercussions of this love
I will stay out of sight
I will offer up my life to protect you against the evil sights
If you say
I will even give you my life
I have prayed to God for your companionship
Whatever he writes in my destiny,
I will consider it my ideal
I have won you over only after disregarding everyone else
I wholeheartedly prayed for us to be together
I have sacrificed my pride for you
I embraced defeat only for your victory
I am aware of the world's customs
I will ward off any evil eye on you with just one glance
I have embraced my love for you
I will bear the turmoil your love will bring,
By being out of sight.

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I just wish


I wish I could capture the air
So that I can appreciate it enough
I wish I could capture my feelings
So that I can show you that it's deeper than the ocean
I wish I could capture my anger
So that the restless waves will remain silent
I wish I could capture my possession
So that you'll stay mine
I wish I could capture time
So that nothing can apart us
I wish I could capture you
So that nobody can see you
And
I wish I could capture us
So that those evil eyes will stay away!

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Heartbreak

Wiping away all my sorrows
I kept going
I compelled a smile on my face
And went on
It was as if life was colourless before you
I prayed for your love every moment
Then why did my prayers go unanswered
I have embraced my love for you
I will bear the turmoil
Which your love will fetch
I will stay out of sight
I will stay out of sight
And bear the repercussions of this love
I will stay out of sight
I will relinquish my life to preserve you against the evil eyes
If you say
I will even give you my life
I have prayed to God for your companionship
Whatever he writes in my destiny,
I will consider it my right
I have won you over only after violating everyone else
I wholeheartedly prayed for us to be together
I have sacrificed my pride for you
I embraced defeat only for your victory
I am aware of the world's customs
I will ward off any evil eye on you with just one glance
I have embraced my love for you
I will bear the turmoil your love will bring,
By being out of sight.

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Ask none, but the Almighty!
وہ لوگ جو کہتے ہیں کہ کرم اُنکا ہے محدود
أن لوگوں کی باتوں پہ نہ جا
اور بھی کچھ مانگ
دے سکتے ہیں کہ کیا کچھ
کہ وہ کُچھ دے نہیں سکتے
یہ بات نہ کر ہوش میں آ۔۔
کچھ اور بھی مانگ
جھولی ہی میری تنگ تھی
کیا مانگتا انسے -
وہ تو کہتے رہے مانگ
ذرا اور بھی کچھ مانگ۔
Wo log jo kehte hain ke karam unka hai mehdood
Un logon ki baaton pe na jaa..
Or bhi kuch maang
De sakte hain ke kya kuch
Ke wo kuch de nahi sakte
Ye baat na kar hosh mein aa
Kuch or bhi maang
Jholi hi meri tang thi
Kya mangta unse
Wo to kehte rahe maang
Zara or bhi kuch maang.

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After consuming my coffee, I lounged on my bed, gazing at the starry winter night sky, the dews were sitting silently on my phone's screen, the cruel wind was compelling to keep up my velvety blanket,........

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Adore your scars and embrace your flaws
As they stay longer with you than human do.

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What do you do when the "Only person" starts haunting you?


When the only thing
Which you thought, would give you serenity, doesn't.
When the only thing
Which you thought,
Would give you solace,
But act as salt on the wound.
When the only thing
Which you thought,
Would uplift your mood,
But another nightmare was added to the list.
What do you when
The heart in which you're living,
gets polluted?
Where do find shelter then?
When you're getting suffocated in your own home?
What do you do then?
How do you deal, my love,
When the only person starts haunting you..?

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His piercing blue eyes
Through which my heart got wounded
His melodious voice
Acts as a tender touch and,
those gentle smiles give goosebumps.
The way he looks,
Like a cardigan in winter
and his laugh
Feels like wrapped in the warmest arms.

Going through these
Comes I, struggling to overcome those feelings.
Where people assumed me as strong as the titanic in the ocean
But they forget
It had to sink,
To sink in the ocean of feelings
Today or tomorrow.
It has to surrender
If not today
Then no doubt tomorrow.

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Thik h wo mila tha kch pal k liye
Lekin tum
Tum use zindagi likhna!!


ٹھیک ہے وہ ملاتھا کچھ پل کیلئے
لیکن تم
تم اسے زندگی لکھنا!!

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#lockdown2021
Lockdown was nothing else but a huge patriarchal society where you were questioned about why, when and where you are going and coming back without gossiping with anybody. And when you dared to violate the norms, you're beaten up.

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