Zindagi ko dafan hote dekh kr sirf ek awaz aa rhi h mn main zindagi ke dafan hone se pehle khud ko khudkhushi hone se bcha lu ya usi raste pe chl kr khud khushi krke dafan ho jau alg shbd hai lekin jivan ki sacchai hai jivan kya hai ye swal jb bhi aata hai aankho me dhero aasu Lata h jivan ek bwal hai jivan ek janjal hai jivan ek muskan hai ya jivan ek gubbaro dukan h jaha alg alg rng ke gubbare milte hai bss vo rng nhi hai jo mujhe chahiye ya jivan khushi ka naam hai jise aaj mene khud khushi ka naam diya hai... Jb bhi ye swal aata hai dhero aasu Lata h kya jivan ek kla hai jivan ek zalzla hai jivan me dhero mushkile hai isliye to mene khud ki khushi ka rasta chuna hai-
Do you know how hard it is not stress over thing you can't control? Like it's easier said than done . Like I have really bad anxiety about things I can't control ( that's a story for another day . ) Right now I'm lying in bed , and stressing about something that's completely out of my control . I know that if I could fix it I will, but I can't and that's upset me the most . Ugh the agony, i really need to learn to not have control over things even when it's not in my control over things , I guess that's just who I am , a control freak . I'm trying to grow but goddam it's hard as hell
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When you’re depressed you don’t control your thoughts, your thoughts control you. I wish people understood that....
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I don't even argue nowadays
Okay you win..........
Just leave me alone.....-
Anxiety isn't crying all the day alone in your room. it's being alone silently wishing you had more tears to cry. wondering why me ? Why does no one see I'm suffering? It's being nervous feeling your heart speed up as you enter a room it's wanting to scream but not being able to whisper a word. It's being up all night being afraid of tomorrow....
It's making yourself physically sick.
It's panic attack in public that you can't control. It's feeling nouseous just thinking about it. It's all the above and so much. It's part of me . It's consuming me...-
Akhri pal bhi kitna azib hota hai....
Dukh ke sath khushi ke bhi aasu hote hai....🖤-
Usne kaha kon sa tohfa hai manpasand.....?
Maine kaha vo mulakat jo ab
Tak udhr hai....
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