Childhood me
was desperately
chasing life
and adulthood.

Ends that
lies in opposite
directions.

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- Addressing my feelings on paper

- Embracing my flaws and working on it

- Keeping my expectations low from both myself and others

- Enjoying the tit-bits of life

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As I hide my lust
And seek the pleasure,
Hide my feelings
To seek your attention
Let's begin the heated frolic
Of hide and seek
Find what's hidden
And I will give everything you seek
Nothing to hide tonight
Follow the ebbs of my curves
And find what you seek
Till the moon hides in the sunlight
Let's play the heated game
Of hide and seek.

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No matter what you do
You will always be a second priority
Unless you make yourself your first priority.

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didn't end my obsession.
Obsession of serving
myself with screams
of people who is loved
by you.

My thirst for your love
has increased.
Maybe the blood of
your loved ones
can release it.

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Everyone loves night but I don't.
I hate the distinctive aura of night.
It doesn't hide my darkness, insecurities,
and fear behind its black veil.
It rather intensifies those.
Sometimes night forms a feeble bridge to the past, if broken you are forever lost.

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of stars which makes darkness it's weapon to shine more profoundly.

The night is a story of moon which selflessly helps the lovers to communicate their feelings to themselves and their other halves.

The night is a story of souls who let's their emotions flow because the worldly veil becomes extremely thin.

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Love isn't bound to emotional self
It can slip to the physical self
In the form of hidden fantasies
Profound ecstasies
To be boundless.

So love, let's have a taste of unbound love
I am vulnerable
So are you.
Forget the world
For once, to taste the pleasure of underworld.

Don't control anymore
Just lose and soar
Dominate tonight
Drench me and take me to a flight
Of heaven.

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I don't know what I am writing tonight
I just want to write and write
As if there's no tomorrow
As if there's no world
Just me and my pen
And some feeling swirling high up in the sky

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I don't know what I want tonight
Cause I am little high on emotions
Which I can't fight.
All I want is to sway away with the oceans.

I want to feel more of it,
Kind of feeling addicted
To the raw feelings coming out
From the rift.

Rift that the unseen wound has created ...

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