Napowrimo Day 21

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"I Lost My Comfort Place"



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"She Walks in Beauty"



-Sana

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Surrounded by the scratches of your dried kisses, I had the tattoos from the ink of hatred everytime you said my name.

The flowers you brought for me in your drunken state accompanied me more than you did.

I couldn't let the blood fall to the ground, for it would be my last breath of loving you, and I was aware of my death.

With every band-aid I have used, for every cut you made, I will attach my grave to the ground.

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The moon's shining and its 3 more than nine,
I'm twirling around in my fluffy dress.
I seem to have a party at mine,
My cat made my birthday cake a mess.

My mirror said "You're fine."
But "To look pretty" is a stress.
Now pour a glass of wine,
I'm the birthday girl, how do I express?!

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They ask, "Can we get over the guilt of a mistake?"
     Well, to answer the question, No. We can not get over the guilt of a mistake.
I pried into you so much and found nothing but the thoughts of you in my head and admiration of me in your eyes.
Yet, I vandalized the very idea of me and you.
My lips were shaped like crescent moon when you saw me with him,
but failed to see the tears and the goodbye that followed.
I regretted showing you less of what happened that night,
and now, I regret that entire night.
The guilt eats you.
It drowns you the hardest.
It burns you alive.
And blows away your ashes.

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Behayati se pehle kuchh tanha khwaishe hai dil ki, socha aaj izhaar kiya jayein.
Darr me hu ki kabhi kisi aur se yeh guftgu na ho, toh socha tumhara intezaar kiya jayein.
Tumse milne ko toh rakha hai sabse awwal, ab socha tumhari hasi ka dedaar ho jayein.
Aise jo samay ke paaband na ho tum, toh kaise dupatta tumhari watch me phasaya jayein.

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