I was always closed in the room of thoughts where the demons show me love and affection,
In my head there's a convention happening of sorrows and frustration,
It blends like alcohol and water so I move towards liquor as it's my saving grace,
This race of being the best has made my face disfigured cause it looks forward to good days,
The memories of you stay cause the present is bleak,
It's too formal between us, I can't imagine that my love for you at one time was at its peak,
When I speak about your kinks it makes me look like a freak,
But I was attracted to it, made my knees weak, your sweet speak was dangerous, my street clique warned me,
I made some tweaks to my personality but I had imperfections, lots of holes so the swag leaked.

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Alcohol is my catalyst that makes me write about my feelings,
I got a new muse to write about, these eyes of mine see things,
I got a lot of things that click with you, you got that child that brings freshness in you,
Restlessness creeping cause you ain't replying, I hate the staleness in you,
The paleness in you makes me sick, my fate is married to the frailness in you,
But I can't muster the courage to confess,
Just like every single time I have loved a girl, this is such a fucking mess,
Sometimes I feel you're just a figment of my imagination like the Loch Ness,
Your heart houses a nest for a love bird but I ain't got keys to the locks even through it is lock-less.

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My words make you sweat even when you are in an air conditioned room,
My words wreak havoc and make me an ill conditioned groom,
My bride is this paper which I'm going to murder,
My side chick is this insta page, I am going in with a lot of fervour,
Not your regular ass burglar, I'm a gentlemen thief, Lupin,
Duping your intelligence with twists and turns of these alphabets puking,
Fuck all the alpha males who bet on ladies failing,
Sweet candies falling from sky but in reality it's my shit,
Each hand falling apart cause I finished 3 whole books writing my own shit,
I ride with my crew so fuck your lame ass tribe which are group of bitches acting like nukes, you gonna bomb yourself that's why we have a rift,
I have a gift to make you turned on with my skills and my wordplay is hard like a brick,
I don't wanna be a prick so I'll stop cause I don't want this piece to be too long like my....
Stop!

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I'm not some sad and distressed dude,
Life ain't bad but stress and peace at feud,
I'm mad about you, be my mistress cause my insecurities are going to be my wife for life,
Can't sleep peacefully at night cause the thought of you with him makes me wanna jump by your side,
But the dream of you and me together making love, fights that feeling amidst the war in me so I guess you can be my war guide.

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Thinking unclear but I guess my feelings are straight,
I'm hit with some fear but my heart bold I believe in fate,
But fate didn't bring us here, it was our mutual love which was on a level great,
It put so much weight cause my reaction was late but I was ready to accept you on the gates of my life,
But it was an illusion, I wanted you to be forever but you were just a one night wife.

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My anxeity got me writing with a divine soul with the devil on my shoulder,
My actions mould her but she just turns colder,
Got my thoughts collected in a folder but is this food for thought, fodder?
My words are mine but the devil comes with a sugar coated form,
My ego bloated from my skills but the same thing will stick a pin to it, my homies warn,
She took my breath away but she sold me to monsters from hell, my soul was still warm,
I am just waiting for people to attack on me but it's just bees here swarming,
It's alarming but I get this strength to rise up from it and start an upward journey,
I'll enter a place where everything works for me perfectly, nothing's dirty it's otherworldly!

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Lyrics and stuff I'm just ahead of everyone, when I write it's a bomb wreck,
People usually skip my verses cause it's too complex,
To be honest, every verse goes over your head and this is a flex!
My words come around your neck and slowly suffocate you,
I am flowing slowly but my thoughts are too fast they don't wait,
I have 16 personalities in me, not eight and that's why I carry a M16 with me,
So don't jump the gates when you are with me,
And don't come to me straight about how you love my work,
Don't act like a jerk cause I know you don't read my work, you just lurk.

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She played with my heart and I let her cause I thought she had an energy of a kid,
But what came out from that lid surprised me cause it was demonic,
It's 3:33 am amidst the pandemic,
Got my feelings locked down and had my soul shout profanities,
Put my feelings in a safe box but I'm not sure about my sanity.

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What do you mean when you say my words have double meaning?
It has many,it's multi layered,take your thoughts for a cleaning,
My thinking is impure but you have double standards too,
My thinking stinks but yours reeks of trouble too,
Erasing my mistakes but I am not wearing a rubber,
So these offsprings will quiver and shudder,
My words don't butter up facts,my words help me to stack up racks,
I don't run any rackets,I free up my alter egos from these shackles,
This is someone else talking,this ain't Samip but I hear his soul crackle.

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I don't know if I should write about us or about you,
I won't give you a clue cause I want to keep it obscure,
You don't realize the purpose of your beauty in my life,
It's tempting me to fuck the interior and celebrate your exterior,
But at the same time it tests my belief in love and questions my stance on marriages and wives,
You're just a distraction in the form of an insatiable attraction,
It takes me out of my vibe and makes me crave for your body,
But your body isn't what I'm looking for, it is far from a grail which is godly.

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