You know, it's not funny when you are always the one
who feels unappreciated in a relationship, any
relationship.
It's like you always yearn for more. You
know that you deserve more because you give more.
And it's so easy to say that don't expect. But how can
you not? If I am willing to do so many things for you
and if I have done so much more for you, then why
won't I expect the same from you? Why won't I compare
everything in my head and heart? Why won't I feel a
little betrayed and cheated? Why won't I feel like leaving
the person and closing the door? Why won't my soul feel
the flames of that seething ache? I don't care, okay? I
seriously don't. I am rude. I push people away. I keep to
myself. I hardly even have calls or texts. But few people,
few people I have. And when even those few don't
appreciate and reciprocate the priority, it hurts.
It hurts so bloody much that it makes you go silent.-
Tum,,,
bistar ki silvato mein gum, ek ehsaas ho tum,
karvato ke tale dabi, ek aas ho tum,
sham ne, subah ka peecha kiya raat bhar lekin
kabhi na poora ho aisa ek khwab ho tum..
adhuri khwahisho mein lipta, ek sawaal ho tum,
boond boond behta raha jo aankho se meri,
palko mein chup kar baitha wo khayal ho tum
khamoshi ki humsafar, har ek pehar ho tum,
door door tak faila hua jo tanhai mein,
chubhti dhadkano ka wo shor ho tum.....-
Aur Kya Bacha Hai Baaki Zindagi Me Ab,
Wo Ladki Bhi Nahi Rehti Uss Gali Me Ab,
Tha Jaha Aashiyana Meri Mohabbat Ka,
Koi Or Bas Gaya Hai Us Zamee'n Pe Ab,
Wo Bhi Ab Gairo Se Raabta Nahi Rakhti,
Aur Hum Bhi Nahi Milte Har Kisi Se Ab,
Mere Pyar Ki Kayi Nishaniya Hai Uspe,
Kaat Rahe Hai Zindagi Is Khushi Se Ab,
Har Koi Tere Baare Me Puchta Hai Mujse,
Main Jab Kabhi Milta Hun Jis Kisi Se Ab,
Uske Laut Aane Ka Intezar Karna Matlab,
Sahi Waqt Ki Umeed Kare Band Ghadi Se Ab...-
मेरे बाद मेरे आंसू मेरे दर्द को अब वो फ़रेब समझने लगे है
छोड़ो यार क्या लिख उसके लिए अब वो किसी और को सचा और मुझे झूठा समझने लगे है।
जो जज्बात थे उसको अपना बनाने के
अब यो उन जज़्बातों को मज़ाक समझने लगे हैं
और बड़े क्या हुए वो रुतबे मे हमसे ज़रा
अब वो खुद
को बड़ा और हमे छोटा समझने लगे है।
मैंने तोह मज़ाक म कह दिया था कि बड़े खूबसूरत हो तुम
अबे मे क्या वो खुद को चाँद ही समझने लगे है
और बड़ा अजीब बहम पाल के बैठी हैं वो की मर जाऊँगा में
अबे अब क्या वो हमें घर से इतना फालतू समझने लगे हैं।-
Aaj Uska Hi Nahi Sahara Hume,
Jo Kehta Tha Jaan Se Pyara Hume,
Usne Hi Dariya Me Doobo Diya,
Jisne Dikhaya Tha Kinara Hume,
Har Baar Uska Faisla Raha Wahi,
Jo Raha Nahi Kabhi Gawara Hume,
Hum Toh Apno Ke Apne Rahe,
Par Mila Nahi Koi Humara Hume,
Sahi Raste Jate To Bhatak Jate,
Galat Rasto Ne Sambhala Hume
The Apne Imaan Ke Pakke Hum,
Sharifo Ki Sharafat Ne Bigada Hume....-
Kya Tha Likha Tha
Maine Tujh Par
Shayad Tujhko Yaad Ho
Roj Sota Hun Ye Soch Kar
Kaas Tujhse Baat Ho
Main Dua Karu Allah Se
Meri Maut Tere Hath Ho
Aur Agle Janam Mein Phir Se Meri
Aashiq Wali Jaat Ho....
-
Main Soke Umar Guzaar Davaa
Tu Supna Banke Aave Je
Main Ose Pal Marr Jaavanga
Mainu Murke Tu Marjave Je.....-
mohbhat ki hai tumse koi mazk nhi
fareebi duniya m koi fareeb nhi
....
aur tum kehte ho ki m jhuta hu bhut
jhuta hu pr dhokebaaz nhi....-
khuda mehfuz rkhe sbko inn teeno balaao se
Hakhimo se vakeelo se aur haseeno ki nighaon se......-
Usko fursaat khaa humein yaad krne ki
Chahne walo ki kami humpe uspe thodi......-