No Good

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I Just Can't Stay

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Past self

Let's go back to stars counting days 
Even when words fall short eyes have enough to tell 
Walking distance is now a journey of miles 
Looking from afar 
As step down in the arms of unrest memories 
I am seeking a certain end that is infallible in this story 
When you think about that person 
you know you will meet her
Find her in your bitter yet sweet memories
Find her in your unruly past self
She doesn't exist in my reality 
As I had immersed her in silhouette
Yet there is a constant jabbing to bring her back 
Precepts say no one can bring back what had receded beneath the shadow
You can wish it all but yet there are few things
So you have to turn around to let those things go 
I can see her in the back end
Yet who I was before, I couldn't bring it to the front
Because that me is a long-gone she

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Anguished eyes

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I saw a caged bird

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I kissed love with my closed eyes

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In pride, we can hold each other
In them, I rest without the bother 
In law, someday they will find us 
In love, still divine as rest
Thousand battle rest, amour
Now I have someone to hold
Like leaves, we outgrew their bitter lies 
As they now discern our conspicuous ties  
The shade they gave, Amour, I will make them see it's worth
We are all around so we do deserve
The peace you brought was like a mirage of sand 
Leading me away like the wind following its land
Blossom beauty breaks that icy start 
Our coming thrives despite their rude remark
Dear Amour, sage's song is all you excellence 
For long I kept that revelation to myself
When you know yourself you know it will work 
Being behind closet was a life of regrets 
Now I spun in a body meant for me 
Embracing all shades that show my proud queer 

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Feeling emotion
for a while
is not the weakness
but getting stuck there
forever is

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Fading me 

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Heer Ranjha

Musing heart 
bewildering love lore 
Heer-Ranjha 
Mere a character no more 
Love thriving in the field of fame
Then there are verses championing those two name 
Did heaven fall when the lovers died?
As love does not believe in taking revenge of its pride 

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