"Should I wait?"
(Complete moment in the caption.)

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Forever, surely, is a huge word to say,
but even that seems less to be with you.

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You were as important to happen
to me as much as it was important that I happen
to you. That's just why I don't regret, even for a day,
waking up and choosing to love you as if it's
the last day I'm gonna love you.

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No, I don't specifically put you in my mind
and write all these poetic lines.
It always the case that I find myself suddenly
writing down words when I'm thinking about you.

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My diary pages would be filled with words talking about loneliness
but I'd still find the pages empty,
maybe because it's me who is empty here.

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It's never been easy being in love with hope but I never learnt giving up.
I've never regretted waking up and choosing hope over everything.
Maybe hope won't chose me but I chose to love the biggest tragedy of my life.

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From far every comparison surely looks an easy comment, but the moment you decide to dive into the comparison made, you realize life is equally hard for everyone & everything. It's just that some part of the population knows where to swim, and the ones who don't, they drown bringing others with them too.

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"Moving on does mean forgetting, but not the person rather the routine you unconsciously created when you were with that person. Because as much as you miss the person, you miss that daily routine too which was the result of months and years maybe."
"But why not a person?"
"Because you've loved a person once a lot which means that person created their place in your heart which is kinda irreplaceable however you deny it then. But the routines you make, they could always change, once you want it to happen too badly."

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Autumn reminds me of myself as much as it reminds me of the folk who gets reminded of me the moment autumn is mentioned.

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home


to me love is a place where I'd find my loved ones welcoming me wholeheartedly
everytime I knock on the door
and even when I don't, they just know
I'm standing out there, waiting
to breathe the coziness of home again.
To breathe the coziness love bestows.

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