In the depths of anguish, a heart did ache,
Betrayal's sting, a bitter wake.
Yet through the darkness, a light did shine,
Guiding the soul to rise and realign.
Saved by Grace from deceit's cruel art,
God's hand held her broken heart.
Though now the cheater dances in jest,
Karma's whisper cannot rest.
Though he still haven't changed,
Soon his actions will be hanged.
With every step, strength did unfold,
A warrior's spirit, brave and bold.
Through tear-streaked nights and weary days,
Resilience bloomed in unexpected ways.
For every tear, a strength reclaimed,
In God's embrace, she's unchained.
To the one who caused such strife,
Karma's justice, a part of life.
For love betrayed, shall return in kind,
Leaving bitterness and regret behind.
In the end, truth's light will shine,
And Deceiver will face the Divine.
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How long , should we be a sad song?
I want you, even if I have to wait long.
But wait, I heard you have been seeing
someone new.
Please say , is it really true?
I stay up all night,
Saying myself , I am alright,
While you talk with her day and night.
I have lost my Appétite,
While you forgot me overnight.
You said it will get better.
It has been worse, I don't know what's later.
Emotionally, physically, mentally you were mine.
Even to forget , people take time.
In days you just threw us like a rotten lime.
For someone like her? Whose value is not even a dime.-
He could have stayed and fixed it,
But he himself didn't want to commit.
Running away was ethical ?
But its his selfishness, thats so terrible!
He destroyed someone's life,
just so, he can flirt and talk with
another girl day and night.
He shouldn't be blamed.
He should be shamed.
Always gave excuses of family,
But wanted another girl, in reality.
"I gave up cuz my sister said so much"
Oh well, he wanted someone else's touch.
I am now broken,
He kept his true face hidden.
He was so desperate to leave,
He couldn't see how much I am in pain and grieve.
Staying with me was forceful?
But he cheating wasn't remorseful?
Who gave the right to give up on me?
When you were all about different 'she'.
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Promise ?
He : I assure you I’ll keep my promise.
*1 week later *
He to other girls: let's date, lets meet,
anyone can fall for you, pretty, hot, sexy ,
wanna be with you......text , calls , messages,
meet ups....
"not interested in anyone"
"I know myself" "It will be hard to
forget you" "I can never replace you" ?.
He makes promises to break,
To lie again and give heartache.
Everything we had went in vain,
Took him 2 days to replace what we had
for years without feeling pain.
I can't believe, my eyes still fills with tears.
How can someone do such nasty dares.
Wanted me to move on?
So that he can do his fuckboy stuffs, disguised as a sweet con.
Went to meet other women
Breaking the words given.
Couldn't be in relationships
Cuz he is a boy who loves multiple situationships.
How much more can you go low?
for sex and show.
Don't you fear God?
hurting human in every odd.
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You know what ?
You know I have tried my very best till the last to make this relationship work.
I gave you my everything, my loyalty, love, care, time, respect, trust, honesty, understanding, transparency etc.
But no matter how many chances I kept giving you , you kept messing it more and more and by the time I realised , you had already started hurting me more till the last but you couldn't change. You started taking me for granted and as u said forgot how gem of a person I was and I am, just because I overloved and did everything that should be done in a relationship while u failed to stick to one.
Me trying to make you stay by forgiving you so many times for your preventness, lies, cheating ,betrayal,.. wasn't me being weak, it was me being strong.
I didn't lose respect but you lost your respect.
U might think u can get 1000 but...
You lost the best.
A best girl, women, girlfriend , wife, best friend, well wisher and 1st of all a best human who could have been in your life that u ever came across who would have been there for u and supported you in every phase of your life.-
I can say that this year, I met the weakest and strongest versions of myself. I found myself drowning at the bottom of the ocean, only to pull myself back to the surface repeatedly and trying my best. I finally let go of someone I thought would be forever, and I lost few whom I thought would be there for a lifetime. I realized I don't need anyone who doesn't need me. Grateful for the people who are still with me. 2023 has been a lesson.
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Love without a reason.
Otherwise it becomes a prison.
Because when the "reason" is gone,
"love" goes away.
Therefore, people cheat and gets swayed
when they find different reason
for someone else.-
Little lies, wish I knew before the compromise,
Can't ignore your brown guilty eyes.
Pure might be your intention,
But wrong it is to seek attention.
I bet she is attractive to you,
But you can't replace me with someone new.
I bet you wanna see her ride,
But I cant let my pride just slide.
Your interest in her or billion others
doesn't make you a cheater,
But for me, you sure are a traitor.
Words infront of your friends might make you cool,
But really, you are a fool.
I want to leave and move on,
But I am scared to see us gone.
I love your smile,
But planning to fuck others is not my style.
While talking, I zoneout do you know why?
Cuz I can never forget the betrayal and loud cry.
How can I ever trust ?
You can't even be loyal behind my back because of lust.
Actions speaks louder than words ?
Sometimes words can peirce through hearts.
You show who you are not,
How can I ever normalize offers of slut?
It's privacy and bro thing ?
No, it's shit to talk about boobies, bodies and fling.
It makes me crazy what next are you gonna hide,
Then say, it is what it is, and it's alright.-
So many said and unsaid words
that makes you feel heavier each day.
So many untold feelings that make
you a bit distant from people around you.
So many anxious moments that
makes you doubt your abilities sometimes.
So many tears and unseen sadness
that makes you feel worse.
So many mean people
that make you feel bad about yourself,
as if you did nothing good.
So many unmet expectations
that makes you dislike life.
So many unrecognized hard work
that makes you feel worthless.
I'm apologizing on behalf of life,
I'm apologizing for your scarred heart,
for being called an emotional fool or childish,
for being called weak because you cry.
May you get whatever makes you lighter
and in peace with whatever happens.
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