What a beautiful mess has she made of herself?
Her mess had made my heart thump really fast and hard
She causally sends a picture and a short clip of herself
And I skip many beats here
Only I know what devil thoughts my mind is having right now
How badly I want to push her straps a little down
How badly I wanna cusp her bossom
How badly I wanna hug her from behind
And kiss that beautiful mess she has made of herself.

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Seven years
Ended on a phone call
Heard of breakups in typical relationships
But never knew families also had breakups
Said I was being too toxic for her
When asked how
She couldn't explain how
For all the things I was valued
She left me for those same reasons
My expression, my love, my devotion.
And I understood one thing
That people will see your words
And actions won't mean a thing
So fuck love and honesty
I am gonna be casual
Starting from myself...

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So, I was fiddling with my phone
Waiting desperately for her call
When she changed her profile picture
And my heart was out in my hands
I knew there and then, this is going to be a forever memory now
I mean like yeah I'm a person of heart and all
But when a picture makes your heart comes out of your chest
Then it isn't yours anymore to keep
When you start talking to the pictures
You are in some frenzy zone of love
And man! That picture was something
You can talk to that for hours
No not just hours
More like for years and centuries

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I was at home after so long
Its a mad happy mess there
So many people to celebrate with
I was missing buzzing her
It was the first time since we started chatting
that my phone was not with me all the time
But then I finally got a chance to check my phone
There was a message from her and a story was uploaded
Message was fine
But the story made me all jealous
A kid was lying on her lap
Her hand was on his back
She was in her blue dotted shorts
Yes a kid was in her lap
And I got jealous of that
Oh man! What's happening to me?
Is it just attraction??
Or is it something more???

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So here I was thinking of giving her space & stuff
As I felt she has become distant
But then she sends me a short video
Of doing that magic with her eyes
The way she blinks them both at a time
And then moves her head at one side
All in a set rhythm
Every single time
Pressing that lower lip along with it
Oh man! I am so awed by her beauty
How can I give her space??
When all I want is to know her more
Feel her more
Watch her more
And love her more...

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She is beautiful and all
But did I tell you about her lips
The way she moves them in circles
The way they form a curve when she smiles
The way she rubs one lip over the over
And then she softly bites the lower one
The way her eyes blink when she does that
And the tingling feeling you get in your heart
Oh man ya she is beautiful and all
But did I tell you about her lips
Those little devious things she does with them
Would make you go round the world
And make you fall for her all over again...

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So we were talking
And its raining here
I told her how much I miss her when it rains
She teased me and told me to come to her city
I asked for her address
And she gave me the neighborhood's name
No locality no building; just the neigbhborhood
And man the neighborhood has lakhs of people
She wants to me to find her amidst them
Like its some bollywood movie
That I would shout her name on the road
And she would hear it and come running to me
But its clear now she wants me to chase her
Well I will wait for some more time for her address
And then may be I will shout her name on every junction
Make it a bollywood movie scene
May be she will hear it and it would rain
And I would get to kiss her under the jacket
She is a pluviophile
And well I am a Samiophile...

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I like a girl
May be I also love her a little
I want to be near her
But she is pushing me away
She says she is buzy
But then sends pics in those beautiful attires
Like she has been to some party
I burn here waiting for her
I yearn for her
But she is ignoring me
Looks like she wants me to chase her
But now I am irritated and bothered
For I can't be near her
And other people get to see her in those beautiful attires
For I am not someone with patience
I am someone who has burning passion
I like a girl
May be I also love her a little...

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I think I read Atheist on her profile
But now that is gone
Well she is not like any atheist I know
Every festival that has gone by now
She performed rituals and bowed
She was more happy during those days
More relaxed more comfortable
Ya she believes in God
But she is an Atheist
As she has given up on love
I want to change that
But she won't let me
I want to love her and make her a believer
But she is too scared to open up
So now I pray to her Gods
That They let her open up
And allow me to get closer to her
I am an Atheist
But I believe in Love
And I want her to be my devotion
And the love she gives to be the answer to my prayers to her God
Yeah she is not an Atheist, But I am
I want her to be a believer of love
And for me to be a believer of her...

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I met a girl online
She is nice and kind
But man if you look in those eyes
You would know what patience is
I for one didn't even know how to spell patience
Now I sit and wait for a single text
And I feel peace in that too
There is no hurry, no worry
Oh Man! Those eyes make u believe them
She swept me off my feet
By that smile and that look on her face
That says I got you
So here I am waiting for my stars to align
For her to acknowledge my presence
And take me in her embrace...

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