Why are you like that?
A bit of here and a bit of there
Just roving around
Not knowing who you truly are
You are not your name
You are not what you look
You are not your size
You are not the way u dress
You are your laughter and your sob
You are your flaws and imperfections
You are your courage and confidence
You are the thoughts that you think
You are the dreams that you hold
You are the things that you believe in
You are the fantasies that you fantasize
You are the songs that you sing
You are the books that you read
You are the words that you speak
You are so much more than your identification
Yet you forget that
And define yourself with the things that you aren't
You are made up of so much beauty
So why don't you choose to be a fantast?

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'Hope' something I won't lose
I thought to myself
But just like the vanquished love
Hope lost its grip
Darkness surrounds me
Chaos is all that I can see
Feeling lost, but don't want to escape
Because maybe that's where I belong
Now,
My path strays from my desires
My chest falls short of breath
Nevertheless, a flicker of voice within
Keeps me going
To be left all alone, by myself
And a sky of my own
Something it is I need
So I turned my veil into the sky
I want to build castles in the air
I want to scatter myself in every direction
I want you to call out for me in every direction
Come and hold me close but don't take me away
Because this is where I belong!

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Maybe I'll never love again

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Mysterious Life

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Broken Purpose

It was quite a normal day like always. I finished with my classes and headed towards the library, it was the only place where I liked spending my time after the death of my elder sister. I was not one among those popular guys and neither did I have many friends. I liked spending my time alone than in a group. All the teens used to call me 'depressed soul' and that din't bother me though. I myself believed in that title, because there was nothing much to my life, I was just existing.

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It was not long back,
When I just saw you
You came in and enlightened my world
You designed my night's to just dream about you...
And before I could even wish to have you
Reality hit me hard...

Today, I stand right here; miles apart
Not knowing what to do
Whether to hold on hoping to have you
Or to burry you in my memories,
But burrying you in my memories is a dreadful thing
Because they never fade as moments do...
I may erase you from my future
But I'll keep looking for you in every person I meet,
And I'll keep pondering about
Why couldn't you paint my grey skies blue?
Why couldn't I seek my pole on earth?
Why wasn't I enough for you?
Why weren't we meant to be together?

And my dear
I don't know; whether
Loving you is ill or well..
But perhaps I'll love you forever
Because you are pictured on the canvas of my heart...

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Sonnet one

There's nothing that has no end
There's nothing that you can't mend
Everything that is in trade
Will one day surely fade
Sometimes you will feel low
But the winds will surely blow
Keep your hopes high
Because your meant to fly
Try to find wonders
In every blunder
Strengthen your roots
To achieve your fruit
Get ready to go through every flow
So that you can light up and glow

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Sometimes I just need to stay all alone with my art supplies,
And that's when painting seems like silent poetry to me...

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Wish you a very happy birthday idiot

So here on this special day just Tryna write something...
Something which I couldn't tell from eons
So yes!!! I finally realize what it is to have a sister like you
But to me a sister less and a friend more you are
Someone with whom I'm bound to share my roots
Roots of love happiness strength
And Naughtiness is always on its way
Lucky am I to have you in my life
Because of whom I smile a lot more and cry a little less
You are that person whom I'll cherish till eternity...

Before me the original piece you are
While the rest wonder what you are...
A keeper of my secrets
The director of my imaginations
The best comedian of my life
The dancer to my songs
The holder of my tears
Yesss!!! It's none other than you asso...

I do run out of words when I should say something
But you know how much you mean to me right?
But ultimately these magical words slip from my tongue
"I love you for now and forever"

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It all started,
When I began to ponder about you more than myself
When secretely admiring you gave me immense joy
When one sight of yours made me smile a bit more than usual
And I finally realized that it was 'true love'
While I just wished to know more about you,
I began to fall deeper and deeper
Now there's not even a second when you don't exist in my thoughts
Looking at the sky I realize my infinity you are
With whom I wish to lie beside and watch the horizon
Where the dark night sky meets the calm sparkling sea
Far above, at the utmost boundary of the horizon are the infinite stars
Which light the darkness around
But we are like the night sky and a star always together,
But never one...
Yess! It's been a long time that I'm in love with you
With a hope that I might get you
But now it's making me weak and weaker
I can no more bear the truth which seems so painful
Though I try to erase you from my future
Your the chapter which I can never forget
But isn't it strange?
When I love you so much and you have no idea about my existence...

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