What's in love that's not in me?
It's not always the way how uh see.
Leaving me like a trash,
When got those memories flash!
I ain't needed anywhere,
Tell me not to go where.
As truth feels so lie,
You are living while I die.
We look at same sun differently,
You name it burn, I feel it gently!

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We look happy in pictures,
But no happiness within.
We are masters in pretending,
Just in the name of trending.
I'm no different, I'm on no side,
It's not something I try to hide.
Again falling for what is not mine,
Feeling drunk with a sip of wine.
You call it my fault,
For believing your lies like adult.
But you aren't wearing my boots,
Who gave rights to judge my routes?
I made you sun they called me by ur name,
I was a yellow flower with your fame.
But I too wanted to shine and smile,
Like every bride walking down the aisle.

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Who I'm trying to please out there,
When I'm not needed here or anywhere.
What is this all for?
When you stand so unsure.
You see me walking on roses,
Little do you know
I'm bleeding cos of thorns hurting me.
What you see is happy me,
Little do you know that
It's hard to breathe and even choking me.
I wish for the dreams come true,
Little do I know
Nightmares are dreams too...

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Scars can be beautiful sometimes,
Long holidays in sunnier climes,
Just like a picture saved in gallery,
That brings all the memories blurry.
I have a scar on my hand too,
Proud of it with no argue.
It doesn't hurt anymore of course,
Brings along an emotional force.
For my brother racing with me,
Left me with abrasion you see.
It's ages now and I feel like yesterday,
As I look at that mark everyday.
I know you remember nothing at all,
It's you with me without my call.
I will never say but yes I do,
And I know you love me too.

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How much you know
Is how much I said,
Much like window,
Not the door that led.
What you think,
Am I made of pink?
Don't give me that look,
It's you who mistook...
You called it dust,
Another glitters of lust.
You think I'm flaunting it,
When it's you making it.
Haunting me from myself,
Naming slut itself...
My red coloured lip,
Jeans tighten at hip,
Hair tied in bun,
Shorts in scorching sun,
My top so crop,
Making so many mouths drop.
I need no attention,
I'm who I'm, I mention...

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Take me to the moon
No land accepts me.
I'm the only buzzing bee,
In the crowd full of butterflies.
You shut my voice and
push me back,
I know there is something
in me that lack...
I'm trying you know but failing,
I don't like this boat in which I'm sailing...
I'm going far away in quest of a place,
Where sea meets sky and winds touch my face.
There is more to me than to you,
I'm little yellow but you are very blue.
Let me sleep for like forever,
I wanna see that rising sun never.

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I was inside the house
You were roaming around
I wanted to enjoy the snow,
You wanted to seek shelter from cold...

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You are a girl
Not to be loud,
Hair so curl
Go straight this cloud.
Face with pimple,
Go pop it simple.
Walk shaking that booty,
This marks your beauty.
Stop talking to a boy,
You are slut not so coy.
Don't drink and smoke,
This is just a man thing joke.
I'm forced to follow a pattern,
Going long way with no turn.

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We are at end,
Ending our beautiful relationship.
Giving up all future hopes,
Hoping we would survive this storm.
You left without a sign,
Sigh! I was devastated completely.
But you moved on so easily.
Was I a passing cloud?
My screams were unheard,
Or I wasn't loud...

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In darkness I kept walking
Aiming towards the glitters
That shined from a distance quite far.
My vision was directed
I followed it like street lamp,
On a dark cloud night.
It was scary, it was tough
I was alone but not lost .
I wanted someone just for a moment
To hold my hand and whisper
I'm here with your every step
And we will make it till the very end.

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