I am holding on a very thin thread
and i don't know when it's going to break
Idk why i am holding on to it...
When i look back and think about it
I wonder why i'm not letting it go ….
Or is it the thread that's not letting me go..
Is it worth it?
Or it doesn't matter whether
its worth it or not
i just have to hold on to it
All these questions keeps running in my mind nd i m not getting anywhere
from a long time and idk
when i will be able to open the knot ....or do i even want to ?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Dard dil mein kitne dbaye muskura rhein hai hm
Sapne apne bhula ke kisi or ke saja rhe hai hm
Wo khush hai kisi or ki baahon mein ,unki
Khushi ka jashn mna rhe hai hm
Dard hote hote sunn hogya hai dil ye mera
Asar zakhmon ka hota hi nhi ab
Ye kis raah pe aa gya mein
Savaarte-savaarte unhe khud ka
ghar hi ujaar baithe hm 💔

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Tumne jo dekhe sapne suhane
Mein bhi chalunga unme sang
sang tumhara
Tera jo rang hai mere hi sang hai
Mujhme basaa hai tera jahaan
Kaise kahun kya haal mera
Hr pal har lamha teri hi yaadein
Aati jaati hai mann mein
Kaise mein in se hun ab juda

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Kon chahta hai jana uski bahon mein
Hmein to dubna hai unki nigahon mein
Jinhe jhapkane se katal huye hazaar
Hmein bhi to pta chle itna bhi kya
Khaas chhupa hai unme yaar
Log kehte hai ki wo hr marz ki dawa hai
To phir iss beemar-e-dil pe lga ye jhkm kaisa hai
Jo unhe dekh kr hr roz gehra ho rha hai
Ye kaisa rog mujhe lga hai
Iski marham kahan hai
Gujarati hai jb wo in galiyaron se
Oat mein baithe hm pdhte rehte
hai unhe or unki aadaon ko
Smjh rhe hai hm unhe or unki aadaon ko
Pr kmbhakht nigaaon ka kya krein
Wo hr baar hmein ussi chhor pe khara kr deti
Hai jahaan se pdhna shuru kiya tha hmne

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I was immature
Now even loneliness seems
like my buddy
Thanks to you
You made me grow up
Now i don't cry over lil
things..
And someone's reply doesn't
really matter

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Agr aaogi kbhi mazar pe hmare
to phul hm barsaayenge
Bnke hawa teri julfo ko
lehraayenge
Rona mt ye aashu kimati hai...
Tumhe rota dekh hm fir se
Mar jaayenge
Aur jo sir jhuka ke lipt gyi
meri kabr se
Aur jo sir jhuka kr lipt gyi
meri kabr se
Hm ussi pal khuda ke ho jaayenge ...
Dar pe jaakr uske... tumhaare liye
khusiya maang laayenge

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Ki ye duriya bhi jruri hai
Ye kehne ki mjburi hai
Jo pass nhi ho tm
to khud ko yhi bol ke smjhate hai hm
Ki nazdeekiya hi ishq ke liye jruri nhin
Kbhi kbhi duriya bhi inko krti puri hai
Jyada paas hone pe bhi kbhi kbhi dil
Zakhmo se bhar jaata hai
To kbhi dur rehkr bhi
pyaar hr roz bdhta jaata hai
Na milna bhi kbhi kbhi
sukoon de jaata hai
Jb milne pe sb kho dene ka
drr aa jaata hai ❤️
Inn duriyo mein kucch to khaas hai
Hme hr pl jode rkhta hmara viswash hai🤞🏻

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Baat na krne ki wajah ye nhi
Ki tm yaad nhi mujhe
Yaad na krne ki wjh ye nhi..
Ki tum yaad nhi mujhe
Darta hun..
Darta hun iss baat se ki
Meri duniya tmhari duniya se
Bahot alg hai
Darta hun ki.. uss bheed mein
Khud ko khin kho na dun mein
Darta hun ki ....yaad mein tmhaari
Khin ro na dun mein
Ki shayad baat krne se dubara
Kbhi baat hi na ho
Ki dubara fir kbhi kisi mor pr
Mulaqat hi na ho ...💔

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Tum kehti ho likhun mein tumhare
baare mein..
Kya likhun btao mujhe👀?
Wo jo tm sunna chahti ho..
Ya wo jo andar kahin dabaa
rkha hai saalo se
Ki likh dun tmhari khubsurati ke baare
mein panne hazaar
Ya likhun meine kaise tumhaari yaadon
ke sahaare kaati hai raatein baar baar
Ki jb bhi koi daar ka saaya aaya hai
tumne hmesha mujhe sath apne khada paya hai
Pr na jaane kyu jb meri baari aati hai
Ye meri dost kahin gum si jaati hai
Reh jaata hun akela mein iss bheed mein
Shayad akelapan hi likhi hai mere taqdeer mein

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Aaj meine usse dekha or
dekhte hi thehar gya ...
Kucch der ruka fir wahaan se
gujar gya
Pr na jaane kyu hr lamha
mujhe nazar wo aa rhi thi
Jaise wo aankhein whi thi jinhe
na jaane kb se talaash rha tha mein
Wo baate whi thi jinhe sunne ko
kb se betaab tha mein
Wo muskaan whi thi jisse
dekhna ko barso tarsa tha mein
Lekin ye baatein mahej yaadein thi
Jo mere zehen mein aa rhi thi
Haqiqat to whi chhor aaya mein
Jahaan khdi wo muskura rhi thi

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