And suddenly,
just like that,
through all the suffering,
through all that pain
that seems endless
and through all the horror
that engulfs you,
you realise that
you're alive...

Now ain't that
wonderful !

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We are all addicts.
In one way or the other
we all crave for indulgence.

We all are slaves.
Enslaved to
some form of drug.

A drug of our choice.

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Maybe
Life and death is
one and the same thing.

It's just the mundane
insignificant day to day
movement of our physical
and emotional being
that we fail to understand
this truth...

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She used to smile
Smile a lot
In a million faces
Just anyone, she was not

Now she's sad
Puts up a long face
Trying to figure out
Where she belongs
And what's her place

Praying for rain
In a desert that her
heart has become
Chances of which is very few
But hey
Let's see what I can do
Maybe,
I'll talk to the clouds
I'll tell 'em about you..

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I used to fly...

When I fell asleep
Usually on a late
Winter evening
That time of the year
When I was me.

You were you too
But not anymore
And now, the nights are sore
As you keep looking at the door
Of one thing, but I'm sure
That you still want to settle the score
While all I was thinking of
Is a you and a me
Tangled into each other
To the core
Not like this in a war

Is it too much that I was asking for ?

-

I let go
Just so I know
How much it really
Means to you

Not that I'm playing
Or if I ever did
But I have to tell you
What you put me through

Maybe a little slow
But yeah !

I'm letting go...

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One of those days
When it takes
Just too much
To be okay

Surrounded by familiar faces
Yet looking at a stranger
Sitting across the table
Just like yesterday

I wish i could tell you
That i know you from somewhere
Or maybe it's just that
I'm a little 'not so me' today

So let me just start
All over again
I'll repeat my drink
And play to my pain
Cz it's just too much
Pretending to be sane
One of those days
All you do is sit back
And refrain...

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Black isn't dark
Black is black
Just a different shade
Of maybe gray and white
Put together

Speaking of together
What do you know of it
While black is still beautiful
You're heart with mine is a misfit

Believe you me
Black isn't dark
But Your heart is
And just so you know
Unlike yellow
Black stands for the truth
And not just to please...

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Between
Wanting you
And the fact that
You might be
Just what i need

I realized
I've scribbled on paper
I've broken few nibs
My pencil isn't all lead
And it's not just ink
That I bleed

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In a way
It was meant to be
To end this way

So i hope
I never get to see ya

For what's it worth

Tune kaha
Mene sunn lia...

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