What hurts more than a BREAKUP?

- Seeing a DREAM. Then hoping and praying for it every single day, working and taking one step at a time. Getting inches, literally inches closer to get that fulfilled. And then when it gets snatched away from you. Your hopes are shattered and it is shattered repeatedly until it breaks into a million fragments. And, as you recall this, your breaths start getting shorter and heavier, and you start growing restless. No, it does not pain you, nor does it hurt. It just makes you go blank, it creates a void, a void that you think cannot be filled, ever again. That is, my friend, what hurts more than a BREAKUP!

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I have loved her enough to let her go..

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You secured someone's falling relationship?
Congratulations, you are a Man!

You were there for someone when everyone left?
Congratulations, you are a Man!

You locked yourself up in a room and cried your heart out?
Congratulations, you are a Man!

You are there for everyone, but who's there for you?
My dear, that's where you need a Woman!

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It had been almost a year since they broke up, but it seems just like the day before....

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I needed you, when I searched for you in every nooks and corners of my life, only to realize you were gone, long, only to realize you were nothing, but an illusion, a mere apparition, and that I had no one to confide in...

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In a parallel world, time stops all of a sudden between Nabami and Dashami. People doesn't leave immediately after Dashami, abandoning familiar faces and places. Raged up romances during the Puja only waits for Ashtami. Sujoy Da and Puchki still creates unforgettable memories. The lit-up streets light up the world year round.

In that world, no one shouts, "Asche Bochor...Bochor Bochor..."

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Who is SHE?

She is someone I can rely on. She is someone who would have my back when the world turns against me. She is someone I have known only for months, which seems ages by now. She is that one girl I can look up to. She is someone who knows all my secrets and mistakes, and still chooses not to judge. She is someone who fights over silly things, and then cries for my attention. She is that moody freak I hate, but never wanna let go. She is someone with deep philosophies, who can be dumbest at times. She is the one who threatens to leave, but comes back closer and nearer to my heart. She is the girl I love to the moon and back.

No, she isn't my girlfriend. She is much more worthy and deserving than that. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND...

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মেঘআচ্ছন্ন রাতে তুই খুজবি যখন আমায়,
ডুবে যাবি আবার যখন আমার ভালবাসায়,
ঝাপসা চোখে ডাকবি তুই নিজের কাছে আবার,
চলে যাব তখন আমি, ফিরব না এইবার,
চলে যাব তোকে ছেড়ে, ফিরব না আমি আর।।

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Do not try to make me remember you. Do not make me fall for you and do not try to pick up my broken pieces. Do not come back and make promises of loyalty. Do not try to soothe the madness in me and do not try to rule over my heart again.

Because if I ever forget you, I would have done it for good..

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And when you lose all your hope, and when you feel it's just to give up..

You will search for me.

And when you crave for light in the darkness of your solitude..

You will search for me..

You will search for me, in everyone, around you.

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