Be caged in love,
I wanna be free from all the baggage of emotions,
I wanna see the sunshine and feel the breeze from the top of the mountain,
Maybe scream with all my heart and listen to the echo.
Leaving all the thoughts behind I want to laugh just like an idiot,
And most importantly, I wanna be with me and see the colors of the rainbow.

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The mind has the potential capacity to control the feelings,
But for how long?
It's probably the time when my mind will lose its power and my heart will win the battle.
The words which I was hiding for centuries is pushing me through the window of my heart,
My lungs are paralyzed and my body is shaken with the thought of you going out of my life.
I know it's just the words but they are coming every other night to haunt my soul.

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The demons of my past are haunting me,
I'm all alone in my journey to hell..
It kept punching me my stomach hurts and I choked with my dreams.
I put myself to the world just like an open book,
None dare to read it with tolerance..
The ones who read it laugh at it just like a clown..
I'm not a tragic heroine to be precise,
I'm a survivor I'll fight and come back again with hope..

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The dark is not over yet,
It still has its charms and conditions apply,
It is still punishing my soul for my past mistakes,
My heart was once crushed into thousand pieces,
Now it's burning like hell..
I'm here still finding the way to set my soul free,
And trying to fix whatever I find broken in me.
I stand for myself every time alone, marked by the darkness of this nasty world..
Every inch of me is trying to move on but every time I face my demons
My feelings are misjudged.

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The beauty in me is dark,
As I always pretended that I believe
When I already knew it was false love..
I knew it was a false promise..
But smiled my fake smile and lied to me once again..
I always wanted to feel the love..
So when nothing could make my heart fixed..
I know that my lies will make it smile again..

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We have grown so much,
That nowadays fairy tales are myths.
Love is time pass,
Reality is darker than we imagined.
But is it too late to believe and fall in love again with the fairy tale?

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One day I'll laugh again like it's the last day,
One day I'll look into the mirror and be happy to be me.
And one day I know when little flowers will bloom and the sun will shine its brightest I'll let my soul believe again to the one who has created us..

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On to those nights when you can't sleep,
All you can see is you fading every day,
The weight on your chest felt like giving up,
But you still decided to wake up every day
And try your best to be happy.

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I heard a lot of voices,
Some to make me smile
And some to pretend..
Some to make it more worse ..
Some even made me think "who are they?"..
But the most important thing is I felt alone with all of them..

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All the cells of my body have awakened,
I felt numbness in my hands..
I couldn't imagine more pain..
My heart pumps so fast that it seems it wants to be out..
I'm terrified of the thought of being alone..
My lungs are collapsed as I can't breathe..
I'm choking with my personality..
Am I good enough ..

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