It's a new page, should I say?
I think I flipped back, is that bad?
Rediscovered long buried feelings
Maybe shit escaped at midnight-
My feelings doesn't feel like a curse
Someone makes me smile alot
I know what it feels like to want someone who wants you...
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Is it too quiet or too loud?
I feel lost in this maze
Is it crazy that I no longer want to run?
Whatever the f*ck's happening-
If only there was a backspace button to my feelings
I would've deleted what I felt when I fell
Into this sea of emotions so drowning
Would've never given you my heart-
I'm hurt nd it hurts
My heart hurts
My eyes tear
It's bloody painful
Feelings re a curse
It drags u to someone
Nd leave u stranded
Hurting you bad
When it doesn't work
I fell for it
I'll get over this
I have to stop
Tears ain't helping
Writing doesn't numb
Bloody wicked feelings-
I'm hurt bloody
And all I can think
I deserve the pain
Cuz I hurt him once
So many standards
It's hard to keep up
I can't have it even
When I want it bad
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Quiet pangs of pains
Stealing my breath
Lies in my head
Stealing my Joy-