"A story she dare not to write"
When your dreams become your biggest nightmare
All you want to do is run away from things you cared
When people might think you were prepared
No one really knows that you're still scared
You just put another mask and call it
dare.

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Na mazil ka koi pata hai
Na safar me koi sath hai
koi puchta bhi nahi hume
Kaise bataye hum kisiko
Hamare bhi kuch jazbaat hai.

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"Stuck in two different time"

How I have reached the new era of machine's

I still remember using cellphones for text and calling

Now pictures are taken by highly resolution cameras on cellphones

I remember my father taking pictures of our family in kodak camera all alone

I remember playing with children's in a full green ground

Now children's can only play games If they have cellphones around

I am not complaining about changes in time

I am not comfortable with my mind

Just trying to adjust cause I'm stuck in two different time.

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"Main na aaun toh phir kya"

Main na aaun toh phir kya
Main kuch Kar na paaun toh kya
Main sath Dena bhi Chaunn toh kya

Main na aaun toh phir kya
Tu jo kho gaya kahi toh kya
Main dhudh hi na paaun tujhe toh kya

Main na aaun toh phir kya
Tu jo akela hai haan jo tu akela hai
Mil paaungi phir tujhse kya

Main na aaun toh phir kya
Sabkuch kho Jane par dhundh laaun main kya
Bas ek baar dekhu tujhe hua kya

Kismat ka yeh kaisa khel
Main hu uss station me
Jaha se na aati na jati tere raaste ki rail

Ab kya andhera, savera kya
Ab bhi hai tu Mera kya
Ab bhi hai tu Mera kya.

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"BERANG"

Berang si ho gayi hu rango me hoke bhi
Paya toh kya khudko kho ke bhi
Akeli thi aur hu logo k bheed me hoke bhi

Berang si ho gayi hu rango me hoke v
Hasna yaad nahi ab koi fariyaad nahi roo roo ke bhi
Masoom hu ya manhuss koi bataye toh mujhe door hoke bhi

Berang si ho gayi hu Rango me hoke bhi
Khuda ek duaa mangi barso baad sabse alag hoke bhi
Khatam Kar du yeh dard kisi kabr me soo soo ke bhi

Berang si ho gayi hu rango me hoke bhi

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"Incomplete"

My dear heart
why do you make things difficult
why do long for things that are not available
Why always I'm in such place that's like not living
Why always I feel I'm waiting for nothing

My dear heart
Why do people make sacrifice
Why do people choose to let go
Why always I desire for things like unrealistic dreams
Why always I complaint about everything

My dear heart
Why do I feel everything and still being numb
Why do I feel I'm somewhere but nowhere.
Why I feel I can't watch sunrise and sunsets alone
Why I feel that being there would make me feel incomplete.

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Things talk to me.

Ocean said hide inside me
Your suffocation will end
Ocean said trust me you will be at ease.
You will find peace

My old scarf Said
I will untie your all sorrow
Just tied me with yourself
I won't let you go

Wind said you can fly away with me
Just try to fall
I will catch all broken pieces
Once you had passion that got
Shattered by your own expectations

If you're thinking you'll get one call
Remember no one cared at all
You have thick emotionless wall
Build by your dead soul

Why keep running away from things deary
Bottle of pills said it will kill all your misery
You must be tired take a eternal sleep
Say goodbye to your weep.

My mind said I was tortured by my own feelings
I wish I had idea of healing
I learned only suppression
Modern world named it depression.

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"Ehsaaso ke Afsaano me"

Kyu ishq ho jata hai gaalib
Tujhe In insaano se

Jo janta nahi Qadar
Tere dil k armaano ke

Aksar yu hi ulajh jata hai tu
Ehsaaso k afsaano me

Aise toh kisi ka mann bhatakta nahi
Kyu galib tera yeh dil thakta nahi

Chala jaye jo usse waqt dena nahi
Dil ko bata tujhe uske sath rehna nahi

Kyu ishq ho jata hai galib
Tujhe in insaano se.

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"Emotional reel"

I can't explain what exactly I feel
It's not a dead skin that I can peel
Inside my head full of emotional reel
Mind and heart have emptiness feel

One by one scenarios that I'm dealing
Some stuck and some are still playing
I'm cursed soul that would never heal
Like demon made up some deal

Overthinking is the primary meal
Being dead what i always feel
Is there any fortune wheel
I would bet my life to get a deal

You bury your thoughts
Mend your questions
You're afraid of something
That is all made up thing

One Old Lullaby to harmonize
Part of my past do not recognize
Even world Clocks aren't synchronize
Nothing is real it's fake and organized

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"Kya hoga aage"

Hum aa jate hai tere liye bhaage bhaage
Yeh jaane bina kya hoga aage

Kuch lamho ka yeh kaisa asar hai
Tere ghar ka rasta ab mera seher hai

Hum aa jate hai tere liye bhaage bhaage
Yeh jaane bina kya hoga aage

Dil toh dil hai isko apna hi suroor hai
Teri nazro ka sara kasoor hai

Hum aa jate hai tere liye bhaage bhaage
Yeh jaane bina kya hoga aage

Neend khuli aur hum bharam se jaage
Pata chala kuch tha hi nahi jhute sapno k aage.

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