HERE AGAIN 💔

here to write again, this pain in plain
the life i desire, unfortunately i lack
undeservedly so, my life has been so lame
the pain is easy now, it is my new lark
but i’m not foolish, i still got dreams
i just need to live, and always be at ease
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i’m still here, not done ranting about this pain
with no colors, just white and black
the feeling is same, emptiness and disdain
but the essence of it all is why i’d never slack
this pain like a sweet fame, only in my dreams
i pray before i leave, i get to experience peace

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who wants to collab with me???
Let’s make it happen now!!!!!

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it’s that time to share with y’all my dear friends,
a piece of my heart, straight into your ears.
the scars behind fake smile still on my cheeks
you and i can’t see it, i only know how it feels

the same future i longed for, I’m tired of now
times i managed to get past, i want back now
is this really the tomorrow i dreamed of?
no i don’t think so, it’s such a big turn off!

it’s high time God poured the good life on me,
i deserve it, it just has to be poured on me
and even before it works out for me, i will sing
with my voice raised to the highest, God is King!



by thenewlifein.words✝️

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FREE 🕊️

it’s free-mind time;
a time to finally set myself free-
from anxiety and fear.
a time for these troubles to flee,
and for my soul to catch a breathe of fresh air.

it’s such a great feeling;
breaking free from all reproach
out of reach, far from the devil’s touch.
it’s a breakout for me, what a season!

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i closed my eyes,
a complete escape
this must be it.
at that moment
the only thing felt
was emptiness,
a flesh and soul reborn
ready for a comeback..
knowing God’s got my back
became the flex,
the rest were less
the case now must rest.

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The Times.

finally, a short note for you my brethren:
these are the times we need,
to test our strength in unity, and loyalty.
the times to see good and evil; give and greed.
and a bit of uncertainty.
best to say, the end is near, and fear is here.
these are times to fight together,
as God commanded, Love one another.
these times are hard, do not dwell alone in that
hardships offer opportunities too, brave hearts.
Brethren, these are the times that must come
for once we shall win this; and merry shall we become.

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Hey sweetheart,
I really wouldn’t want us to rush this moment.
permit me to describe your perfection for a second
You’re the real definition of natural,
I must agree to your beauty, it’s not optional.
I love how you effortlessly flex regardless of whatever,
like a dove on a beautiful love errand.
i cherish the few times I held your hands,
And talked to you, and hugged you.
Your sweet scent got me all the time,
I always mentioned it to you,
Only for you to even bless me with your perfect smile.
Oh snap!
feliz cumpleaños mi amor.
Happy birthday my love.
You’ve stepped into greatness!
🎂❤️

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▫️STONE-HEARTED AND SAD ▫️

Hello, anyone there?

I’ve asked a thousand times for help,
I wasn’t expecting a reply, I didn’t get any.

Well, I’m tired!
the pain is consistent,
and my paths are pitch black now.

Damned is an understatement,
Ruined is the feeling,
-guess I’m at that point where I
must just live.

In the midst of these storm,
I still find water attractive.
I still find peace in being alone, and I still got the strength to fight
-but trust me, I’m tired of fighting.


What do I do with myself now?
It’s been hard to accept that I’m tired,
and that I’d want to give it all up.
I’ve also made countless efforts not to give up.
But why shouldn’t I give up now?
What do you care?!

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take me closer to my hope.
I want to feel it, touch it, be sure that it’s alive.
Take me to where my heart wants,
where my spirit goes to each time I stare at nothing exactly.
Take me to my imaginations.
Of a beautiful and happy ending
with the people I cherish the most.
Let it all work out before time goes ahead of me.
I want to be happy and free in this world.

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I know a place,
where we can live freely, unbothered.
A place far away from this world, Uncharted.
And we’d live there forever, till eternity.
Come let me show you this place, in our hearts.
💕

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