What was so beautiful in you? that I blew,
why was I so dumb to realise, that I can never find another you.
Time has shown me what I've lost,
no wonder how many bridges I've crossed
and burned after crossing them.
Nothing seems to fill the void,
the emptiness only gets heavier each
time you cross my head.
Seasons changed so did we
Can i get glimpse of my old one? because I miss him so.
I've been writing for you since the day I realized it was you.
No matter how many people crossed the path. It's still you.
I miss you so much.

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Let's talk past
that didn't last
I'll lit the cigarettes
you start with your regrets,
feel free and share
my panda, my bear.
cry if you want
but don't let it hunt
anymore.
I'm here to make you smile
and punch your pain in exile.
I'll take care of your happiness
and kick away your loneliness.

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Somewhere far
in the bar
with music loud
and shouting crowd
we will be there
shouting in air
about the noise
and drunken joys
dancing away the wait
and cherishing the fate..
how wonderful that
night would be

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Star of my heart, miles apart
Do you know, I miss you so
I wonder when, will we meet again.
It often rains there and hardly here
but when it rains, memories run
through my viens,
Every drops pops-up, those unplanned trips,
those teas and cups, those laughters
those walks and talks.
I don't know when and how
i made so many vows, for you and me
and it's really happening now.
Is it that universe heard my wishes?
Or you are my universe or is it
planned this way. Whatever it is
Please hold on and stay
Stay till we see the last sunshine.
I won't say be mine
Because you are yours
I just want to say so many
things maybe when we meet....

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Hey hey man
will you give me the
key of your heart?
and If i come in
will you consider
me a new start?
If it's a cheerful yes,
can i call you my home?
Because boy i already
miss you like i miss my garden
and i already have so
many dreams that
starts with you.
Will you???

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As the month of flowers
and fragrance approached
So did the roller coaster
of your memories.
It's been years and years
since we bid goodbye
and good life to each
other, but nothing changed
Neither my feelings
for you nor those butterflies,
they still kick me when
i talk about you.
My love for you is like wine,
older it gets better it tastes,
Winter came it was
shivering cold and
i was comparing it with
your heart, but i
see your heart is frozen
like that of poles.
I don't know when will
you open that curtain
and feel the sunshine.
Ooh universe!
how i wish to be that
sunshine to melt your heart
again.

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When you left me,
i lost half of myself..
I went searching
and i lost the other half.
When i lost every inch of me
i found you but you left again
blaming I'm lost.
But i never blamed you
for i lost and found
and lost myself because of you.
Now I'm confused am i lost or am i found.

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I wonder you ever
think of coming back,
back to home sweet home,
home we built with
love and dreams
and destroyed with our egos,
egos that echoes in every corner,
corners that hold the
webs of memory.
If you do....
You are most welcome
I'm gonna accept you
with all your mistakes.
I'm gonna appreciate
all you heartbreaks.
I'm gonna make tea
and listen to all your stories.
I'm gonna caress your
every wounds and worries.

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I don't know
where will I take my life
or where life will take me
But anywhere i go
every heights and lows
every new tomorrow
I'm gonna follow you
I'm gonna crave for you
I'm gonna love you more.
My dear love you own my
heart even in your absence.

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She never enjoyed
spring like she
did with him.
She never saw
how ruthless
was autum until
she was left alone.

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