I still love you
For sure
But I am still scared that
The thing that happened
The last time will happen again...
It will break my heart again
But this time there will be no
Coming back for you...
I will choose myself over you then.

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Now I wish
If I
Could forget you...

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You don't value me anymore
When I have put you
On the throne of my life...

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I am still waiting for your call....
That you told you will do
And we could talk like the old days.

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The dark night sky....
The calm wind...
The silence of night...
The retro songs and
Thought of you...
Dancing with each other
The eye contact and
You...

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You can't stop loving someone....
Love can't be forgiven nor halted....

Moving on doesn't mean that
you stop loving someone,
It means you stop wishing
to be with them now,
It means you stop pretending
to be the person that
you have been for them,
It means you have understand that
it's time to be yourself again,
to be selfish again...

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I have a lot to ask you , say to you,
get mad at you but the way you are behaving
it feels like it's worthless.....
It won't matter to you anymore.....
I might want to beg you to stay but
I can't....
You are not mine.....
You will move on but how will I?
There is no proof that we were together
No pictures of us nor love Letters
Just some chats which can be deleted
Like nothing happened....
I will be struck with you but you won't.
My plans , my wishes that I wanted to do
With you after we met....
All got cancelled.
Noway I will do it again
And like Lady Gaga sang
"I'll never love again.'

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I am thinking about a lot nowadays
Still wondering how about your days.
I am missing you a lot
But what can we do
The moment we spent physically
Are the precious ones
And I want more of them.
I do always go through our chats
Like everyday.
Reading, giggling and suprised
About how I am with you now...
I have changed and admit it
But it's only for you....
I could recognise me when
I compare my old self with the now one.
There isn't regret in my heart .
I wish we stay longer at least
Untill we met again.
And spend time with each other
As we planned to do again....

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Ok fine
I will admit that
I am ugly...
And you are from inside
From your behaviour....

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There will be no
Gulp of guilty
Struck in the throat
Before you go to bed...

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